Why don’t I feel anything anymore

[BWC_virgin]

I have a hot girlfriend and every time we have intimate moments or sex my mind just kinda wanders and It just feels like I’m going through the motions.

every time I see any random mtb I have this want to slay her like some kind of predetory instinct. Even though I know I wouldn’t enjoy it very much. (I wouldn’t do it anyway becouse of my girlfriend).

I used to get such a rush from that kinda thing. Not anymore tho, however I still have the memory of those days when I snuck out and slayed high school girls.

Now I feel nothing, not even that but life feels numb like I live in my head and physical experiences are just a film I watch passing me by.

I feel I’m in purgatory waiting for a purpose to come to me and I have no idea how to get there. The longer I wait the further life’s current pushes me along on autopilot. I might be numb my whole life living in my head while my body performs tasks at a job or at home. Never being free of the routine and the distractions to dull out the lack of any real work or purpose to commit oneself too.

 

[Hurly saint]

I have a hot girlfriend and every time we have intimate moments or sex my mind just kinda wanders and It just feels like I’m going through the motions.

every time I see any random mtb I have this want to slay her like some kind of predetory instinct. Even though I know I wouldn’t enjoy it very much. (I wouldn’t do it anyway becouse of my girlfriend).

I used to get such a rush from that kinda thing. Not anymore tho, however I still have the memory of those days when I snuck out and slayed high school girls.

Now I feel nothing, not even that but life feels numb like I live in my head and physical experiences are just a film I watch passing me by.

I feel I’m in purgatory waiting for a purpose to come to me and I have no idea how to get there. The longer I wait the further life’s current pushes me along on autopilot. I might be numb my whole life living in my head while my body performs tasks at a job or at home. Never being free of the routine and the distractions to dull out the lack of any real work or purpose to commit oneself too.

 

[WilhelmThyWizard]

Don't bus for a couple days then c

 

[mohito]

Nigger didn’t u have that sex guide thread or sum

 

[eyenerf]

I have a hot girlfriend and every time we have intimate moments or sex my mind just kinda wanders and It just feels like I’m going through the motions.

every time I see any random mtb I have this want to slay her like some kind of predetory instinct. Even though I know I wouldn’t enjoy it very much. (I wouldn’t do it anyway becouse of my girlfriend).

I used to get such a rush from that kinda thing. Not anymore tho, however I still have the memory of those days when I snuck out and slayed high school girls.

Now I feel nothing, not even that but life feels numb like I live in my head and physical experiences are just a film I watch passing me by.

I feel I’m in purgatory waiting for a purpose to come to me and I have no idea how to get there. The longer I wait the further life’s current pushes me along on autopilot. I might be numb my whole life living in my head while my body performs tasks at a job or at home. Never being free of the routine and the distractions to dull out the lack of any real work or purpose to commit oneself too.

What drugs have you taken?

 

[BWC_virgin]

Nigger didn’t u have that sex guide thread or sum

Yes

 

[mohito]

Yes

Put ur knowledge into practice then