why don't I feel love?

[Deleted member 11336]

I'm 20 and its this 34 year old I have been dating, she cooks buys me shit and everything, sugarmoma. 2 months ago I dumped her

i was on coke xan and ex for like a week doing stupid shit because I was in "lockdown" wasn't really home tho, I just went partying.
After I had the biggest comedown of all time, and I was so sad that I called her and told her I wanted a relationship lol
it was her birthday 3 days later and she had a party and I was gonna show up and I didn't even show up. I told her to finger herself and she had bought this hotel for us
still she wanted to meet me after I was a dick, she bought 3 gifts in the past 2 weeks, and I still haven't got her birthday present or valentines.
today I told her I can't have a relation ship because she is asking for too much of me, I can't be arsed buying gifts and taking her out to dinner and shit
then she cried in my apartment,
then I fucked her and sent her come crying
have a good night

 

[hebbewem]

Stop bragging

 

[Deleted member 11336]

Stop bragging

just a funny story, u salty ur not in my shoes?

 

[hebbewem]

just a funny story, u salty ur not in my shoes?

It wasent funny and no i am not in your shoes

 

[Harold O'brien]

that's a nice fantasy you've developed there

 

[Deleted member 11336]

It wasent funny and no i am not in your shoes

sorry, I forgot u were the most honest user in here

 

[Deleted member 11336]

that's a nice fantasy you've developed there

why would it be a fantasy?

 

[wollet2]

It wasent funny and no i am not in your shoes

He asked if youre salty not being in his shoes. Are you? Be honest

 

[hebbewem]

He asked if youre salty not being in his shoes. Are you? Be honest

Yeah i wanna be in his shoes

 

[Harold O'brien]

why would it be a fantasy?

just seems extremely unrealistic

34 yo women dating 20 yo man. She buys me too many gifts and then I treated her like shit and fucked her anyway

Reads like a loser trying his best to bait other neurotic losers into getting mad over nothing

 

[n0rthface]

Both coke and xans make you emotionally numb, because you are blasting all of your feel good hormones at once. This is probably why you can’t feel a connection to anyone.

 

[Deleted member 11336]

just seems extremely unrealistic

34 yo women dating 20 yo man. She buys me too many gifts and then I treated her like shit and fucked her anyway

Reads like a loser trying his best to bait other neurotic losers into getting mad over nothing

bro look at my avi and you will understand why. she also said I'm the top 3 she has fucked in her life, also I have my own apartment at 20

 

[BigJimsWornOutTires]

I'm 20 and its this 34 year old I have been dating, she cooks buys me shit and everything, sugarmoma. 2 months ago I dumped her

i was on coke xan and ex for like a week doing stupid shit because I was in "lockdown" wasn't really home tho, I just went partying.
After I had the biggest comedown of all time, and I was so sad that I called her and told her I wanted a relationship lol
it was her birthday 3 days later and she had a party and I was gonna show up and I didn't even show up. I told her to finger herself and she had bought this hotel for us
still she wanted to meet me after I was a dick, she bought 3 gifts in the past 2 weeks, and I still haven't got her birthday present or valentines.
today I told her I can't have a relation ship because she is asking for too much of me, I can't be arsed buying gifts and taking her out to dinner and shit
then she cried in my apartment,
then I fucked her and sent her come crying
have a good night

Ugh, you fucked up and allow me to show you where. When she turned on her tear gland faucet, that was the opportunity to suggest, "Ugh. This is the problem, snoopy poopy. Another woman's in love with me. Yes, I love you. And you love me. But I don't want to hurt her aching heart. So if she can love me as I love you and you love me back, and maybe, you can love her too....eh? Think about it."

 

[Deleted member 11336]

Both coke and xans make you emotionally numb, because you are blasting all of your feel good hormones at once. This is probably why you can’t feel a connection to anyone.

yeah, I'm still recovering but then Saturday comes again

 

[Harold O'brien]

bro look at my avi and you will understand why. she also said I'm the top 3 she has fucked in her life, also I have my own apartment at 20

You are above average but not good looking enough for any of that (if that even is you)

 

[BearBoy]

just a funny story, u salty ur not in my shoes?

what would he be doing in ur shoes though?

 

[Deleted member 11336]

You are above average but not good looking enough for any of that (if that even is you

okay whatever makes u sleep at night bro

 

[Harold O'brien]

okay whatever makes u sleep at night bro

I legit get top tier 8 hours quality sleep every night

 

[Pendejo]

You are above average but not good looking enough for any of that (if that even is you)

Bruh what? Seems definitely plausible assuming she is nothing special lookswise.

 

[Unmoggablegingercel]

tales from the mental asylum

 

[Tusseleif]

Can’t believe abused women like that live so close to me

 

[Harold O'brien]

Bruh what? Seems definitely plausible assuming she is nothing special lookswise.

Over for your iq + naivety

Sure it's possible but also like 100x more likely it's larp/exaggeration

 

[Deleted member 11336]

tales from the mental asylum

I wish it was true cuz cba dealing with her rn

 

[Deleted member 11336]

Can’t believe abused women like that live so close to me

so close?

 

[Chadethnic101]

okay whatever makes u sleep at night bro

Would you rate me in PM's bro?

I'm older than u at 27 but we are both zysz inspired and ethnic moggers