zanny
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Okay long post here but bear with me, if you guys need any more background info or anything I don’t mind replying as I’m so lost on this.
Genuinely curious on this. I grew up as a fat kid always the shortest in the class with no social awareness. Bullied to shit and everything changed recently even though I haven’t made too much progress. I moved across country almost a year ago and I’ve seen a lot of changes in my life. I’m 5,7 in grade 11 and my face now isn’t even great. I have autism and adhd (diagnosed) and well I’ve definitely learned how to mask well I still have my moments. The only really thing I got going for me is that I’m one of the most jacked in the school but I always wear mostly baggy clothing so idk if that even counts.
I’ve had a previous girlfriend who was lowkey lLtb and now am dating a hltb and I don’t even feel much from it. Like I am such an incel and all I do is talk about the gym and random bullshit and I still get a lot of positive attention. I have multiple girls ask behind my back to friends if I’m single, I get looks, people laugh at my shitty jokes and glaze me all the time for my physique and dedication. Deadass have friends tell me that they are jealous of my appearance and muscles and I know like I sound like I’m bragging but I can’t see it because they are tall nt and hltn to mtn.
I’m still one of the shortest people in my grade and we have a surprising amount of htns at the school who hightmog everyone as well as many tall German mtn exchange students.
Genuinely don’t know what’s going on that gave me this recent status boost and I’m so fucking confused. If anyone actually has some solid information on the topic I’d appreciate getting the reason behind this because to me idk if I’m just too much of an incel from being isolated so long that I’m ignorant or maybe I’m doing something that I’m not noticing.
I’ve attached a photo of me pre high school to this year as well as my physique to maybe see if I’m just oblivious to myself.
I swear to god I’m genuinely confused on what I’m doing to see people actually like me and seek me out to talk to me and even get flirted with. I’m so lost
Genuinely curious on this. I grew up as a fat kid always the shortest in the class with no social awareness. Bullied to shit and everything changed recently even though I haven’t made too much progress. I moved across country almost a year ago and I’ve seen a lot of changes in my life. I’m 5,7 in grade 11 and my face now isn’t even great. I have autism and adhd (diagnosed) and well I’ve definitely learned how to mask well I still have my moments. The only really thing I got going for me is that I’m one of the most jacked in the school but I always wear mostly baggy clothing so idk if that even counts.
I’ve had a previous girlfriend who was lowkey lLtb and now am dating a hltb and I don’t even feel much from it. Like I am such an incel and all I do is talk about the gym and random bullshit and I still get a lot of positive attention. I have multiple girls ask behind my back to friends if I’m single, I get looks, people laugh at my shitty jokes and glaze me all the time for my physique and dedication. Deadass have friends tell me that they are jealous of my appearance and muscles and I know like I sound like I’m bragging but I can’t see it because they are tall nt and hltn to mtn.
I’m still one of the shortest people in my grade and we have a surprising amount of htns at the school who hightmog everyone as well as many tall German mtn exchange students.
Genuinely don’t know what’s going on that gave me this recent status boost and I’m so fucking confused. If anyone actually has some solid information on the topic I’d appreciate getting the reason behind this because to me idk if I’m just too much of an incel from being isolated so long that I’m ignorant or maybe I’m doing something that I’m not noticing.
I’ve attached a photo of me pre high school to this year as well as my physique to maybe see if I’m just oblivious to myself.
I swear to god I’m genuinely confused on what I’m doing to see people actually like me and seek me out to talk to me and even get flirted with. I’m so lost
