why i am here - maxlooksmax blackpill story

[Futura]

My brother is 2 billion times worse and it kinda helps me to remember

I could always be him, and be in mind numbing anxiety just from sitting in class

Nigga quit college and I was talking to him,

He literally just was overdosing on cortisol, but he missed a lot of class and i found it hard to believe that was the only factor

But I'm not that bad, the hole I'm in is not that deep

It's not that deep at all, I feel bad for him.

Imagine being thst nigga, lot of guys here don't have to

I got unbeliveably lucky with my looks with puberty so my mental health is improving
Don't know where i'd be at otherwise

 

[DieVoGel6949]

I haven't approached anyone since I got turned down like 2 years ago dawg

It's on me

That's why incledom isn't so brutal,

I'm beautiful, maybe not that fuckable

But I'm a prettyboy snd it is my fault

I used to be pessimistic and blame my genes but I don't do thst shit

That's what drives you crazy

Being a short prettyboy gets brutal as you get older since women start to like more masc guys and looks deteriorate.

 

[DieVoGel6949]

got the same ngl, its all about personality here in the netherlands. if youre high inhib the girls will NEVER approach so youre cucked

Face is still the most important. I can pull online until they see my face

 

[Gaygymmaxx]

Being a short prettyboy gets brutal as you get older since women start to like more masc guys and looks deteriorate.

Its actually crazy the women preference vs men preference

All ages of men think 20 year olds are the hottest
(They mean 17 but this survey didn't want those answers, or the surveyed are lying to themselves )

And women prefer the age that they are

When they're 20 they want 24

When they're 40 they want 44

And when they're like 60, they want 55 year old man

But men?

20- 20
50- 20
120-20

 

[DieVoGel6949]

Its actually crazy the women preference vs men preference

All ages of men think 20 year olds are the hottest
(They mean 17 but this survey didn't want those answers, or the surveyed are lying to themselves )

And women prefer the age that they are

When they're 20 they want 24

When they're 40 they want 44

And when they're like 60, they want 55 year old man

But men?

20- 20
50- 20
120-20

True there is allot of competition for younger women and older women want more masculine guys. Hopefully puberty will ascend me and make me look more masculine. If I have a masculine face I need to become 180lbs and when I'm 18 I will go and milfhunt.

 

[Gaygymmaxx]

True there is allot of competition for younger women and older women want more masculine guys. Hopefully puberty will ascend me and make me look more masculine. If I have a masculine face I need to become 180lbs and when I'm 18 I will go and milfhunt.

My bones are great I'm very masculine facially

I had a insane glow up though during those 15-18 years

Hgh gave me a jawline atleast

 

[DieVoGel6949]

My bones are great I'm very masculine facially

I had a insane glow up though during those 15-18 years

Hgh gave me a jawline atleast

Honestly if you can fraud to 5'8 or something you could definitely pull if you're a chad yk. Face is more important than height since it's more rare and unique.

 

[Deleted member 91545]

jobs are for slaves

Its a figure of speech stop being a dense goatis fan

 

[Gaygymmaxx]

Honestly if you can fraud to 5'8 or something you could definitely pull if you're a chad yk. Face is more important than height since it's more rare and unique.

True man I gotta start approaching

Gonna quit nofap first though it does actually fuck up inhib

I had been on 54 days and I felt so good and was free

 

[DieVoGel6949]

True man I gotta start approaching

Gonna quit nofap first though it does actually fuck up inhib

I had been on 54 days and I felt so good and was free

Damn if I don't fap I get insanely low inhib. I'm staying high inhib tho because approaching as an LTN ethnic that didn't even finish puberty yet is not a good idea.

 

[Gaygymmaxx]

Damn if I don't fap I get insanely low inhib. I'm staying high inhib tho because approaching as an LTN ethnic that didn't even finish puberty yet is not a good idea.

Tis time to lock in

Bro you gotta be on nofap during puberty

It gives you sexual energy, that can be transmuted into physical growth, absolutely

It absolutely is, and does transmute,

Height and face both

You can't manifest with an empty cock,

Sperm is what creates life, you can transform your own by retaining it

All ancient cultures respected splooge

 

[DieVoGel6949]

Tis time to lock in

Bro you gotta be on nofap during puberty

It gives you sexual energy, that can be transmuted into physical growth, absolutely

It absolutely is, and does transmute,

Height and face both

You can't manifest with an empty cock,

Sperm is what creates life, you can transform your own by retaining it

All ancient cultures respected splooge

Fair I do try to minimise fapping and even go days without it but I do fap when I really need to before I turn into a crazy animal.

 

[Gaygymmaxx]

Fair I do try to minimise fapping and even go days without it but I do fap when I really need to before I turn into a crazy animal.

Absolute cope

Become unleashed.

You'd rather be a satisfied sheep? No, not even you believe that.

Get MAD! Go CRAZY!!

Harder it is, THE STRONGER YOU GET.

 

[DieVoGel6949]

Absolute cope

Become unleashed.

You'd rather be a satisfied sheep? No, not even you believe that.

Get MAD! Go CRAZY!!

Harder it is, THE STRONGER YOU GET.

I try to do it brah and I can control myself not to fap until I want cum by any means possible and I mean any means...

 

[Gaygymmaxx]

I try to do it brah and I can control myself not to fap until I want cum by any means possible and I mean any means...

You can only cum in a woman

You will become a slayer

Or a rapist.

We will see how it ends up

 

[DieVoGel6949]

You can only cum in a woman

You will become a slayer

Or a rapist.

We will see how it ends up

If I don't fap at all I will end up being the second option . It might sounds retarded but I try to focus my sexual energy into body growth for as long as I can before I lose control.

 

[TheBiggestIncelEver]

True man I gotta start approaching

Gonna quit nofap first though it does actually fuck up inhib

I had been on 54 days and I felt so good and was free

I’m addicted to jerking off ngl. I can’t do nofap

 

[Gaygymmaxx]

I’m addicted to jerking off ngl. I can’t do nofap

I'm not even bro it's just boredom

Not even that tempting, shit gets boring, the porn does I mean

I won't even feel like it after 3 days of stroking in a row, won't be stimulated

But when I Inject T it makes me a little feral

 

[TheBiggestIncelEver]

I'm not even bro it's just boredom

Not even that tempting, shit gets boring, the porn does I mean

I won't even feel like it after 3 days of stroking in a row, won't be stimulated

But when I Inject T it makes me a little feral

I only watch solo J.O.I because watching a women get fucked by a man and jerking off to it is kinda cucked

 

[Gaygymmaxx]

I only watch solo J.O.I because watching a women get fucked by a man and jerking off to it is kinda cucked

Seriously?

Dude I could never that shit turns me off

They look way more whorish when they're staring at the camera

That shit weeeird