Why I can't find happiness?

Closet homosexual
 
I'm a 17 y/o, being honest, I'm not that good looking to myself, i weight 78kg, and I'm 184cm tall. I go to the gym 5 days a week, have a decent physique for my age, and not very much.
Im social, funny, have a large amount of good friends and so.
But there is a problem that I can't solve.
I really see myself as a ugly guy, and I don't know how i could got the life that i have.
Look, when im in the highschool, i make eye contact with all the girls, they flirt with me (not all of them ofc, but some), I've dated older women, prettier and funnier than me without major problems. My friends tell me that I am not ugly, but somehow i still see myself as a monster in the mirror, I can't take pics anymore, cause I see every defect in them, plus, im gonna open my palate with a MARPE next year, in hope that it gives me more validation. Look, I am very confident when I talk to girls, friends, etc. But there is something deep inside that is killing me slowly.
If anyone has any advise, I will be very glad to hear it, thanks.
U probably spent too much time worrying anout some shit didnt read all that
 

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