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Rant:
had birth complications that I will not get into (made a schizo thread abt it ages ago) that caused congenital defects with my head and face, I have good genes but parts of my face are basically melted away and my skull is deformed in some places. My eye area right cheekbone and jaw are "intact" and M-H HTN (maybe on the lower end of that I have some UEE.) But in reality I am anywhere from LLTN-LMTN it is very hard to rate becausse of the nature of my flaws, people notice it but I stil have some ok unaffected features. But this is not the point, I live with a constant reminder that I could've been HTN+ but was effectively robbed, especially as it was possible to fix a lot of my issues in early infancy which my moron parents just didn't do for some reason. So I cope with the dickpill and heightpill, for reference I am 181.5cm (5'11.5") and 6.4x4.9, about 65th and 60th percentile respectively, I have basically just convinced myself that dick, hieght >>> face because I would much rather that than the reality that I was just robbed, it is also hard to live every day with an extreme hatred for two people you have to be around and are supposed to care about, and so I just larp dickpill and heightpill. Sorry to all the niggas I have told to rope or called retarted because you are <6'4 or 8x6, I am the real retard, not saying you shouldn't though jfl.
Now while my wiener and height are not particularly impressive it's not bad either, so I also had to cope with extreme foid hypergamy (which tbh is the most reasonable of my copes). But more specifically that all human romantic relationships are hypersexualized and disgusting which coincides with height, dick>>> as these are animalistic attractive features. It may very well be that although very flawed, pair-bonding could be a beautiful thing I just don't know and don't want to know. Rant over DNR me all you want niggas.
had birth complications that I will not get into (made a schizo thread abt it ages ago) that caused congenital defects with my head and face, I have good genes but parts of my face are basically melted away and my skull is deformed in some places. My eye area right cheekbone and jaw are "intact" and M-H HTN (maybe on the lower end of that I have some UEE.) But in reality I am anywhere from LLTN-LMTN it is very hard to rate becausse of the nature of my flaws, people notice it but I stil have some ok unaffected features. But this is not the point, I live with a constant reminder that I could've been HTN+ but was effectively robbed, especially as it was possible to fix a lot of my issues in early infancy which my moron parents just didn't do for some reason. So I cope with the dickpill and heightpill, for reference I am 181.5cm (5'11.5") and 6.4x4.9, about 65th and 60th percentile respectively, I have basically just convinced myself that dick, hieght >>> face because I would much rather that than the reality that I was just robbed, it is also hard to live every day with an extreme hatred for two people you have to be around and are supposed to care about, and so I just larp dickpill and heightpill. Sorry to all the niggas I have told to rope or called retarted because you are <6'4 or 8x6, I am the real retard, not saying you shouldn't though jfl.
Now while my wiener and height are not particularly impressive it's not bad either, so I also had to cope with extreme foid hypergamy (which tbh is the most reasonable of my copes). But more specifically that all human romantic relationships are hypersexualized and disgusting which coincides with height, dick>>> as these are animalistic attractive features. It may very well be that although very flawed, pair-bonding could be a beautiful thing I just don't know and don't want to know. Rant over DNR me all you want niggas.
