Why I want to be beautiful

[obutsu]

Ever since I was little I just wanted to fit in and be liked. I was a fat, anxious kid with a less than great home life and yellow teeth. Eventually that desire to be liked grew into a desire for attention. I always had high expectations for myself but no passion for anything. I wasn't disciplined and didn't particularly care about anything either. I just had daydreams. I almost didn't go to college. Here I am now at 25, engineering degree, no job, no life, and still fat and ugly. For me, looksmaxxing isn't just about experiencing the Chad life and getting pussy whenever I want. It's just the easiest thing I can do to accomplish something that might give me some positive attention. I want to be beautiful so people can like me and want me around. I'm still that same lonely kid whose dad used to make fun of him for being fat. The same kid who used to walk to school in the morning with his head down because he didn't want strangers to see him and think he was ugly. I just want to be loved.

 

[tgun564636]

dnr but it’s time u stop complaining and feeling sorry for yourself and time to lose that weight bro. I’m supporting you nigga

 

[KIVVV]

Then why didnt u lose weight by now dude

 

[Petsmart]

Just put the reta in the bag bro

 

[obutsu]

Then why didnt u lose weight by now dude

I have but it's never enough. I'm usually eating less than 900 calories a day. I know bc I count the calories for everything I put in my mouth. I'm objectively not fat but I'm still that fat kid

 

[Wondorl]

Youll never escape your past brah

 

[obutsu]

dnr but it’s time u stop complaining and feeling sorry for yourself and time to lose that weight bro. I’m supporting you nigga

Thank you, my nigga. We're both gonna make it