Why im i like this?

[ilooklikecrap]

Hello. i was wondering what's wrong with me. Since about two years ago i started having problems with my mental health, about a year ago everyone liked me in school, outside of school etc. But then i broke up with my ex. I started have extreme problems with overthinking, and other stuff followed on. Here i also started lm (looksmaxxing) it changed me really, but i thought if i ascended i would be liked by people. I got insecurety to another one. I have hated myself for ages and im thinking to just end it tbh. What ever i do in my life just gets worse. more and more people hate me or talk bad about me even if im just inside the whole week and LDAR. Nothing ever gets good. i have never been a first choice not even in my family, yes i love them but do they love my brother more? Because he is a straight A student, with good friends who he has had for life, and they always talk to him and ask me limited questions, and then they tell me to do smth else (go to my room) and they keep talking to him and laughing, meanwhile im in my room wondering if it is even worth it anymore. And i always get smth new thats bad it could be anything but NOTHING good happeneds me. Im wondering what i should do, end it? please give me advise i fucking despise myself

 

[chrisangeler]

Stopped reading as soon as I saw that you've had an ex

if you are able to get a girlfriend without lm, truth is you've never needed it so suck it up and gtfo of here