Why I’m I so afraid of social situations when I’m extremely charismatic and get constant positive feedback

[WELOVELOOKS]

Literally makes no sense lmao certain part of my brain is just blatantly retarded

I’m constantly making people laugh, they’re friendly, supportive, etc

Yet my mind thinks I’m some chud

Focuses on the one minor negative thing that some insecure loser said or did instead of the thousands of positive moments

 

[Luquier]

Do you have a chud past or something

 

[WELOVELOOKS]

Do you have a chud past or something

Not really even

I was loved in school

My friends would shout my name when I came into the schoolyard and get excited, tell me they love me, all my friends all through out school wanted to be at my house

I’ve always legit been like the “group leader” lmao

I also wasn’t even incel, I got with a girl before some of my friends, I hung out with girls and talked to them all the time, etc

Somewhere down the line I just became extremely bitter, and angry at the entire world and people because I felt that praise getting smaller and smaller as I got older

 

[Ruinedbyfaceshape]

I’m like this exactly

 

[Luquier]

Not really even

I was loved in school

My friends would shout my name when I came into the schoolyard and get excited, tell me they love me, all my friends all through out school wanted to be at my house

I’ve always legit been like the “group leader” lmao

I also wasn’t even incel, I got with a girl before some of my friends, I hung out with girls and talked to them all the time, etc

Tbh if you get brutally humiliated or exposed once your reputation is over and that’s it. So fear is logical

 

[WELOVELOOKS]

Tbh if you get brutally humiliated or exposed once your reputation is over and that’s it. So fear is logical

Yeah I updated the thought

My reputation got destroyed

I said some racist shit in group chat during a fight and got like 40 messages from people hating on me even though that faggot and my friends were literally shit talking me in the first place one day out of nowhere for like nothing

Lmao,

It was like one month and everything shifted

After that I still had friends even, but i started slowly getting more and more angry and for some reason my positive treatment literally tanked

Went from being adored, to having insane mental issues and tons of enemies in like a years time. Crazy mental health drop, drugs also had an influence

 

[Whatever]

Maybe something in genetic neurological patterns and/or very early childhood.

The whole “feedback loop” armchair psychology on here is mostly bullshit, I don’t think anyone on here is a real psychologist.

 

[StyIix]

Literally makes no sense lmao certain part of my brain is just blatantly retarded

I’m constantly making people laugh, they’re friendly, supportive, etc

Yet my mind thinks I’m some chud

Focuses on the one minor negative thing that some insecure loser said or did instead of the thousands of positive moments

Same i have lots of friends and even in a relationship but being used to not talking to people growing up makes my conversations shit sometimes

 

[Algernon]

Maybe something in genetic neurological patterns and/or very early childhood.

The whole “feedback loop” armchair psychology on here is mostly bullshit, I don’t think anyone on here is a real psychologist.

you don't have to be a psychologist to know psychology

any one on this forum could probably study all of psychology in a year

 

[crazyguy]

Literally makes no sense lmao certain part of my brain is just blatantly retarded

I’m constantly making people laugh, they’re friendly, supportive, etc

Yet my mind thinks I’m some chud

Focuses on the one minor negative thing that some insecure loser said or did instead of the thousands of positive moments

abused dog

 

[kisslessvirgin]

insecurity from a lack of experience and validation