Why is everything has to be hard for me? Why doesn't normal experiences occur to me naturally?

[Doesitmatter?]

Why am I so hard to love / attracted to and start a Convo to? I bet it happens that a gorgeous girl gets curious on family event and starts a Convo with you asking you how are you releted to this event or something and they bond up and naturally they end up together. Why can't it happen to me? Why is it that they always act as if I don't exist, I am just a background character. Do I not deserve it? Am i not enough?

 

[Chazza.cl]

damn brah

 

[BrutalMogger]

because normal experiences only happen to tyrones
and you are white

 

[160cmcurry]

Why am I so hard to love / attracted to and start a Convo to? I bet it happens that a gorgeous girl gets curious on family event and starts a Convo with you asking you how are you releted to this event or something and they bond up and naturally they end up together. Why can't it happen to me? Why is it that they always act as if I don't exist, I am just a background character. Do I not deserve it? Am i not enough?

subhuman, low t, bad environment and timing

all of it adds up