Why is my life so fucking terrible

[AZ3DA_w1llrop3]

Everywhere I go and every interaction I have I am always treated lesser, a pathetic fucking joke to all the NT dick acne I surround myself with. I try to act normal but I know my weird ass will never fit it with the only people I have. I try look better and cope but my life is still fucking hell, every time I post my face on my story or sum shit I always get hate even by my own friends. I have been told to my rope and to reincarnate by my own genetically gifted friends . Every girl I approach sees me as a low test bitch who only wants to fuck. And the girl I have ever wanted most for the past 8 months has left me to shit and will ruin my reputation by telling her NT friends the shit that has happened. Even my own mother called my face a bad representation of my fucking self. I want to go fucking ER and just to cope with with the fact I can never be fucking loved. This cruel fucking world we live in will never have peace for the ugly because it was always over before it began.

 

[أحمد]

I want to go fucking ER

 

[Baeseth]

dnr have u tried becoming a femboy?

 

[Pickletoil]

Everywhere I go and every interaction I have I am always treated lesser, a pathetic fucking joke to all the NT dick acne I surround myself with. I try to act normal but I know my weird ass will never fit it with the only people I have. I try look better and cope but my life is still fucking hell, every time I post my face on my story or sum shit I always get hate even by my own friends. I have been told to my rope and to reincarnate by my own genetically gifted friends . Every girl I approach sees me as a low test bitch who only wants to fuck. And the girl I have ever wanted most for the past 8 months has left me to shit and will ruin my reputation by telling her NT friends the shit that has happened. Even my own mother called my face a bad representation of my fucking self. I want to go fucking ER and just to cope with with the fact I can never be fucking loved. This cruel fucking world we live in will never have peace for the ugly because it was always over before it began

Just know its not your fault and if you are quite ugly or ND (SMV killer which you cant fix) just know you will never ascend even if you get a bunch of surgeries, or by the time you even get them it'll already be too late and youre also ND so its over even if you look decent.

You can try to find otheelr ways to enjoy life (almost impossible because the human brain was programmed to put socialization and having sex as the most important things), or rope/go ER but you sound like too much of a pussy to do those (no offense).

 

[AZ3DA_w1llrop3]

Just know its not your fault and if you are quite ugly or ND (SMV killer which you cant fix) just know you will never ascend even if you get a bunch of surgeries, or by the time you even get them it'll already be too late and youre also ND so its over even if you look decent.

You can try to find otheelr ways to enjoy life (almost impossible because the human brain was programmed to put socialization and having sex as the most important things), or rope/go ER but you sound like too much of a pussy to do those (no offense).

This made me want to go ER even more