Why is this world is so boring

[basedyeagerist]

I was playing pjsk but it just wasnt hitting today at least I had a good gooning sesh n also ate some BBQ goyslop but it's like is this really all there is to this life?

I really wish I had a gf but at the same time how TF is a gf gonna heal from all my past experiences and I'm pretty sure that after having sex enough times it starts getting boring, intercourse does seem quite enjoyable tho but i don't think it would make me that happy. maybe actual love could be the answer like the actual state of limerence and have the hole feel the same way towards me.
Also it's so boring that I can't have powers or anything I SO WISH I just had the death note or something IDK give me a fucking cursed technique, anything
I've also been started praying to the devil recently to obtain some powers but it hasn't worked yet

I can't write good fucking threads and this was all over the place but basically I want a cool life but I don't know if that even exists

 

[Farsin]

post nut clarity is diff