Why just why wasn’t my brain built normally

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Everytime I go out with people who aren’t my close edgy friends, I have to put on a facade of being normal and acting all normie. It’s painful, I get home and I’m tired as fuck because I am putting on an act to appear NT. Just be NT is actually hard man it isn’t easy to just change your entire brain chemistry. Only now I’m starting to understand that. The worst part is trying not to say something controversial about feminism or politics or race.

My facade is working and many people think I’m a normie, but how long can I keep this shut up. Fr this entire post sounds so corny but I am legit cringing in my head with the things I say to successfully appear normie. I don’t know how I’ll get a good looking gf since all good looking girls are NT