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Kraken
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After 21 I started to feel life is really boring, I started coping with even more drugs to induce despersonalization and it works, I forget about the "adult" side of me and life gets more interesting
But sometimes that personality comes up and the contrast is brutal, I cant have fun, I only think about what I should be doing with my life ,always comparing myself to others and always getting that feeling of "Im a responsable capable man"
When Im in a state of despersonalization Im also a capable man but still can have fun and dont have that self image of being an "adult"
Is being an "adult" just stuff that society puts in our minds since we are young or our brain actually becomes boring as we get older
But sometimes that personality comes up and the contrast is brutal, I cant have fun, I only think about what I should be doing with my life ,always comparing myself to others and always getting that feeling of "Im a responsable capable man"
When Im in a state of despersonalization Im also a capable man but still can have fun and dont have that self image of being an "adult"
Is being an "adult" just stuff that society puts in our minds since we are young or our brain actually becomes boring as we get older