Why me why did life choose me

[cheapbarrett]

So what up this is kinda a rant and this is the only place where people wont see my post (mostly friends) its just im tired i hate the way i look curly hair my worst flaw and im trapped in an endless cycle of sadness and stress?? Its just school is too much now i gotta deal w other shit in my life and its exhausting... at this point bad looks bad grades barely any interaction with any people deep down i wanna rope or smth but at the same time i dont want to i think about the what if what will happen to my family i hate that i discovered bp early in my life im into crypto on demo so far but i barely have time to do it i wake up at 3 am just to fucking study then get a C-D usually i hate my life i hate everything about it help a 13yr old out please i need to make it out and make my parents proud i hate the feeling i get when i remember 1-2 years ago my mom was just hugging me saying dont worry honey its fine but i know its not.....

 

[VohnnyBoy]

help a 13yr old out please i need to make it out

How can we help you? You can't change your appearance and intelligence

 

[7pumpkins]

Idk about u, but just cheating on my math assignments and tests helped me with my grade stress

 

[cheapbarrett]

How can we help you? You can't change your appearance and intelligence

Im not expecting to like get a boost just some tips cause im genuinely stuck and no matter what i try it didnt really help

 

[VohnnyBoy]

Im not expecting to like get a boost just some tips cause im genuinely stuck and no matter what i try it didnt really help

well im not of any help sorry fella
i felt ugly since 12 and now at 21 all i do is isolate myself from world and solo drink

 

[cheapbarrett]

Idk about u, but just cheating on my math assignments and tests helped me with my grade stress

Meh i would but our shitty teacher is constantly walking around the room

 

[cheapbarrett]

well im not of any help sorry fella
i felt ugly since 12 and now at 21 all i do is isolate myself from world and solo drink

I See, well doesnt matter but ty for atleast reading all this stuff i wrote

 

[TNT]

So what up this is kinda a rant and this is the only place where people wont see my post (mostly friends) its just im tired i hate the way i look curly hair my worst flaw and im trapped in an endless cycle of sadness and stress?? Its just school is too much now i gotta deal w other shit in my life and its exhausting... at this point bad looks bad grades barely any interaction with any people deep down i wanna rope or smth but at the same time i dont want to i think about the what if what will happen to my family i hate that i discovered bp early in my life im into crypto on demo so far but i barely have time to do it i wake up at 3 am just to fucking study then get a C-D usually i hate my life i hate everything about it help a 13yr old out please i need to make it out and make my parents proud i hate the feeling i get when i remember 1-2 years ago my mom was just hugging me saying dont worry honey its fine but i know its not.....

Shut your bitch ass up

 

[Deleted member 178206]

Shut your bitch ass up

grey on grey violence won't be tolerated

 

[Recessed Apostle]

So what up this is kinda a rant and this is the only place where people wont see my post (mostly friends) its just im tired i hate the way i look curly hair my worst flaw and im trapped in an endless cycle of sadness and stress?? Its just school is too much now i gotta deal w other shit in my life and its exhausting... at this point bad looks bad grades barely any interaction with any people deep down i wanna rope or smth but at the same time i dont want to i think about the what if what will happen to my family i hate that i discovered bp early in my life im into crypto on demo so far but i barely have time to do it i wake up at 3 am just to fucking study then get a C-D usually i hate my life i hate everything about it help a 13yr old out please i need to make it out and make my parents proud i hate the feeling i get when i remember 1-2 years ago my mom was just hugging me saying dont worry honey its fine but i know its not.....

Bro i understand this whole bp looksmaxxing thing is tough and reflects how unfair and competitive life is at its core unfortunately. We were all born without being asked if we wanted to comply into this madness we call reality. So dont stress too much, the world is fucked and we cant do something about it but improve our selfs and our lives. Cheers and dont stress you are 2 young to expirience this high cortisol

 

[cheapbarrett]

grey on grey violence won't be tolerated

Joined nov 2 btw

 

[ghost!]

So what up this is kinda a rant and this is the only place where people wont see my post (mostly friends) its just im tired i hate the way i look curly hair my worst flaw and im trapped in an endless cycle of sadness and stress?? Its just school is too much now i gotta deal w other shit in my life and its exhausting... at this point bad looks bad grades barely any interaction with any people deep down i wanna rope or smth but at the same time i dont want to i think about the what if what will happen to my family i hate that i discovered bp early in my life im into crypto on demo so far but i barely have time to do it i wake up at 3 am just to fucking study then get a C-D usually i hate my life i hate everything about it help a 13yr old out please i need to make it out and make my parents proud i hate the feeling i get when i remember 1-2 years ago my mom was just hugging me saying dont worry honey its fine but i know its not.....

at 13 just get off this forum and cold approach tbh