
why not me?
Too concious for this world
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i hate everything about my body. i hate my fuckass family. im khhv at 16 and holding a girls hand feels like climbing to everest.
i can theoratically wait and act like nothings wrong till i make enough money to get surgeries and leave everything behind, but that would take years.
and with every second of the day feeling agonizing, in a constant state of social anxiety why even try to endure?
and even if i hardmaxx in my 20s there is still a possibilty i get hit by a fucking car and die. while chad my age experienced enough for a lifetime.
i wanna talk bhais. im sure some of you feel like me
i can theoratically wait and act like nothings wrong till i make enough money to get surgeries and leave everything behind, but that would take years.
and with every second of the day feeling agonizing, in a constant state of social anxiety why even try to endure?
and even if i hardmaxx in my 20s there is still a possibilty i get hit by a fucking car and die. while chad my age experienced enough for a lifetime.
i wanna talk bhais. im sure some of you feel like me