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Seriously, what the fuck? I spend more time thinking about her sisters, mother and aunt than I do thinking about her. It's like that movie 'One Hour Photo' were Robin Williams was obsessively collecting pictures of a family that were customers to the shop we was working at.
I don't know why this is happening to me. I thought I was over with this shit but it just keeps getting worse. All this oneitis BS resurfaced when I moved out from my country. Then I found her sister's fb and I kinda snapped for some reason.
And it's not anymore about being lovesick over your crush. It's some unhealthy obsessive feelings that I can't even explain. This shit is so insane and beta at the same time. And I can't decide if it's a cope to distract myself from reality or if that's how my mind thinks when I stop copes like fapping and video games.
I don't know why this is happening to me. I thought I was over with this shit but it just keeps getting worse. All this oneitis BS resurfaced when I moved out from my country. Then I found her sister's fb and I kinda snapped for some reason.
And it's not anymore about being lovesick over your crush. It's some unhealthy obsessive feelings that I can't even explain. This shit is so insane and beta at the same time. And I can't decide if it's a cope to distract myself from reality or if that's how my mind thinks when I stop copes like fapping and video games.