why the fuck do i have to live

[bp_1]

its fckign summer, everyone in my school is enjoying summer going out together but i dont get invited to any place because im a fucking sub human ugly piece of shit. is it my fault i was born? is it my fault that my mother didnt eat well while i was in the fucking womb? im tired bro, my health is a piece of shit too. i have acne, eczema, fucked up eyes i cant fucking live. i wake up with a burning body while my eyes are watery

im sorry there is no doctor to help me either (mind you i have gone to every doctor for about my entire life, they gave me some medicine, but it comes back again. "oh its the bacteria" FUCK U NIGGA WHY IS THE BACTERIA ONLY FUCKING ME UP??), those fucking jews gave me potent corticosteroids while i was fucking developing and they stunted me to 5'6 at 16. its fucking brutal, im the shortest everywhere.

even my family judges me because of the way i look. is it my fault that i look fucking 30 and 10 at the same time? what the fuck did i do worng. but because im suffering and theres no solution, my family decides to blame it on me.

i wish i could just un-exist. fucking erase myself, im going mentally insane. i just want to feel happy bro, is that too much to ask for?

i hope my ex burns and fucking suffers in life too, fuck that whore, fuck everyone that judges and bullies people for being sub humans out of their own will. i hope everyone of you thqat does it gets raped and burns in hell, fuck them all

fuck the health care, fuck the pharmacies i hope one day all you get fucked

 

[Toggle9877]

Only read the first 2 sentence but nigga go find some real friend

 

[bp_1]

Only read the first 2 sentence but nigga go find some real friend

there is no real friend brah, everyone judges you. my best friend of 5 years got away from me because i started losing popularity

 

[Trisomy 21]

i tell a lot of sub humans like u to stop complaining

And instead just transition, ur life will feel a lot better and u will finally have a purpose.

 

[Toggle9877]

there is no real friend brah, everyone judges you. my best friend of 5 years got away from me because i started losing popularity

then he wasn't the friend you thought he was, you might see him as your best friend but he saw you as a nothing

 

[bp_1]

i tell a lot of sub humans like u to stop complaining

And instead just transition, ur life will feel a lot better and u will finally have a purpose.

kill yourself nigga i would get killed

 

[bp_1]

then he wasn't the friend you thought he was, you might see him as your best friend but he saw you as a nothing

yeah mate, that is exactly my point. i have never ever seen a real friendship. it doesnt exist, it just doesnt

 

[StraightHeadJames]

i have some sort of eczema i treated with natural remedies i found but

since eating mostly meat and eggs and cutting out sweets and bread pasta and a lot of vegetables I have gotten a lot better barely a problem anymore




Anyways i was precribsed too corticosteroids do they really stunt height? The dermatologist was a nigger who fkn raped my ass Like fuck that asshole

He even did live surgery On me like i dont know how that shit is legal he cut into my skin once but i went to another dermatologist and he said Nah we can't do that... WHAT

Well how tall are ur parents maybe u are still growing if u can get to 5'8 that's Decent

 

[StraightHeadJames]

And I know how you feel that's all I can say at ur age i felt like that too im 19 now

I used to just want to disappear and tried killing myself once but i pussied out

I never thought it could get better but it can

Treat ur problems with natural ways and for the unfixable things work for surgeries. Somehow you gotta achieve your dream which is hapiness probably... or looking good to prove everyone wrong that was always My dream

but either way u gotta keep going no matter how hard it is.

 

[bp_1]

i have some sort of eczema i treated with natural remedies i found but

since eating mostly meat and eggs and cutting out sweets and bread pasta and a lot of vegetables I have gotten a lot better barely a problem anymore




Anyways i was precribsed too corticosteroids do they really stunt height? The dermatologist was a nigger who fkn raped my ass Like fuck that asshole

He even did live surgery On me like i dont know how that shit is legal he cut into my skin once but i went to another dermatologist and he said Nah we can't do that... WHAT

Well how tall are ur parents maybe u are still growing if u can get to 5'8 that's Decent

i was given hella potent corticosteroids and yea they do stunt growth. besides these jews treated me with idk what the fuck, i used to get so many injections, drips, etc. it 100% stunted me i have been 5'6 since i was 14.5 and no im literally not a early bloomer. im probably more the later side so i hope i grow. my dad is like 5'10 and moms 5'4.

 

[bp_1]

And I know how you feel that's all I can say at ur age i felt like that too im 19 now

I used to just want to disappear and tried killing myself once but i pussied out

I never thought it could get better but it can

Treat ur problems with natural ways and for the unfixable things work for surgeries. Somehow you gotta achieve your dream which is hapiness probably... or looking good to prove everyone wrong that was always My dream

but either way u gotta keep going no matter how hard it is.

yea man i get u, thanks. i hope it gets better

 

[StraightHeadJames]

i was given hella potent corticosteroids and yea they do stunt growth. besides these jews treated me with idk what the fuck, i used to get so many injections, drips, etc. it 100% stunted me i have been 5'6 since i was 14.5 and no im literally not a early bloomer. im probably more the later side so i hope i grow. my dad is like 5'10 and moms 5'4.

Well shit ur parents are short thats why But I hope u can grow another 2 inches


And What is ur ethnicity btw u are white? Just get a good looking face if it's possible how good is ur face potential?

U can always move to another country later when u have a good income where the average height is 5'6 or lower

and it's a good idea anyways to do that if ur not a chad


Finish developing till like 20 and think again and improve ur face as much as possible

 

[bp_1]

Well shit ur parents are short thats why But I hope u can grow another 2 inches


And What is ur ethnicity btw u are white? Just get a good looking face if it's possible how good is ur face potential?

U can always move to another country later when u have a good income where the average height is 5'6 or lower

and it's a good idea anyways to do that if ur not a chad


Finish developing till like 20 and think again and improve ur face as much as possible

yea

im part arab and part swedish but i like 100% ethnic, my face can probably be htn if i could get mse and cleared my acne. i have good face genes tbh but my mom didnt eat while havng me so my palate ended up being narrow and i have acne.

yea il geomax to thailand or somehting

 

[StraightHeadJames]

yea

im part arab and part swedish but i like 100% ethnic, my face can probably be htn if i could get mse and cleared my acne. i have good face genes tbh but my mom didnt eat while havng me so my palate ended up being narrow and i have acne.

yea il geomax to thailand or somehting

get a palette expander bro invest all u can Possibily into urself get ur parents to help U

it's not over if u can get to HTN like i live in germany right and there are sooo many 5'6 handsome ethnic guys who have white HTBs and ive seen even some have taller than them


So yeah I would suggest U to try to not be depressed Ik that sounds retaded but do things that are fun for U and u should have low cortisol so u dont get worse

and have a mindset that it's getting better everyday Law of attraction Maybe it works, from my experiences it seemed to work at least the mindset was helpful.

 

[bp_1]

get a palette expander bro invest all u can Possibily into urself get ur parents to help U

it's not over if u can get to HTN like i live in germany right and there are sooo many 5'6 handsome ethnic guys who have white HTBs and ive seen even some have taller than them


So yeah I would suggest U to try to not be depressed Ik that sounds retaded but do things that are fun for U and u should have low cortisol so u dont get worse

and have a mindset that it's getting better everyday Law of attraction Maybe it works, from my experiences it seemed to work at least the mindset was helpful.

yeah true bro. thanks man, means a lot

 

[StraightHeadJames]

yeah true bro. thanks man, means a lot

Sure Bro u can Always talk to me if u Need some helpw ith smtg u can always DM

 

[bp_1]

Sure Bro u can Always talk to me if u Need some helpw ith smtg u can always DM

thanks brah, much love