why was i born only able to experience fear hate and madness

[vermillioncorefan]

i gave up on love and happiness a long time ago. what little of it i feel is overshadowed by the sea of anxiety, dread, and madness in my mind. i am weak and i fear everything. i hate what i fear so i hate everything. i hate everything which drives me to madness. descartes type shit

 

[Deleted member 61703]

Just be happy bro

 

[blackazure88]

I feel uou buddy. I don't even know what to do at this point.

You have a poetic way of writing by the way.