VerticalManiac
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This is retarded but I’m just gonna talk about my shitty life since I have nothing else to do.
So generally up until I hit puberty my life has been perfectly fine sure maybe some kids would call me scary looking since I have a fucked ip smile but nothing crazy, but then I hit puberty and for some reason my classmates were getting taller then me? And they started being interested in girls and I was like what? Didn’t we hate them a year ago? Whatever and of course for some reason I started liking girls, little did I know that was my downfall, before I talked to any girls I was in general a shy person but I had no problem talking to people but when I did talk to people they would always mention how I looked depressed, sad and so on (probably because of my reccesed (infra orbitals) but i didn’t really care I kept repeating my bad habits you know sleeping late watching retarded YouTube shit at 2am in the morning when school starts at 7 and so around 7-8th grade don’t remember exactly I was talking to my friends (we were all around the same size but one was a bit taller another a bit on the heavier side) and while I was talking to them I was reaching for my computer but someone was in the way so I put my hand on their shoulder and said can you move it bro? And it turned out to be a girl she screamed at me after that I said sorry snd went on with my day taking my classes but then I hard that a guy groped a girl in our class and I was like what? That’s crazy until one of my friends told me bro they say it’s you. I freaked out I said I didn’t even touch her chest I touched her shoulder??? Nobody believed me. I told my friends dude I didn’t do it most of them just ignored me that day the girl I was beginning to talk to stopped talking to me, and when school ended and I was walking to the buss stop from out of nowhere a girl started recording me the same girl that accused me of groping her, she offpisten started insulting me and started saying stuff like guys don’t leave me to her friends he is gonna rape me in the bushes (yes I’m not joking) of course me not knowing what that meant was like what? Should I just break her phone and punch the bitch? But no my friends were there walking past me ignoring me doing nothing the rest of the class was laughing, and i just kept walking I took the buss home punched the wall in anger and wanted to change schools after that I skipped school for a while and then I had a meeting with my teacher and that girls father we kind of sorted it out but the father told me I don’t believe you and gave me a death stare and a disgusted look my teacher did too. After that I started sleeping less skipping school even more and my grades suffered I tried to talk to my mom about it but she had enough on her plate having to deal with my suicidal autistic sister was enough, my father and mother were already divorced this point (my father was still in prison at this point) after that I switched schools didn’t talk to anyone the entire school year got made fun of the usual stuff girls laughing when they see my ugly face, but hey atleast I was tall right? That was what I thought but I measured myself and I was 5,8 at 14 and you know what it wasn’t so bad I thought it was decent my mom was 5,8 too I will grow even more when I’m 15! I didn’t. I’m currently 5’10 or 5’9.5 I don’t even know anymore it’s like I’m shrinking sometimes I tower over my mother sometimes I’m shorter then her, my old friends in thst school have all got taller then me or caugh up to me even though I was previously one of the taller ones, my mom dosent have a sliver of respect to me neither does my sister probably because my mom used to brag about me getting to 6’5 (195cm) since I told her that but the nurse said that I would reach 5’10.5 at most (179cm) now the only good thing in my life is that I recently discovered bp sand this forum so I can watch other people’s horrible lives, but it’s just a coping mechanism to not rope, why am not 6’1 at 15 like everybody else here? Why am I a ugly manlet? Why do I have such shitty genetics is it my moms fault? No she’s above average for women I know it’s my dads fault he’s a 5’7 manlet that dosent even care about me and sees me as a trophy not a son I just wish I could go back in time and stop all this from happening what if I didn’t get accused what if I slept like a normal person what if I my sister wasn’t suicidal? I will never know that’s why I need to get my hands on hgh and blast 15 ius until I either grow to 6’5 or rope, I will soon go to å clinic and see if my growth plates have closed and to see if something is wrong with my hormones it depends on if I rope or not.
So generally up until I hit puberty my life has been perfectly fine sure maybe some kids would call me scary looking since I have a fucked ip smile but nothing crazy, but then I hit puberty and for some reason my classmates were getting taller then me? And they started being interested in girls and I was like what? Didn’t we hate them a year ago? Whatever and of course for some reason I started liking girls, little did I know that was my downfall, before I talked to any girls I was in general a shy person but I had no problem talking to people but when I did talk to people they would always mention how I looked depressed, sad and so on (probably because of my reccesed (infra orbitals) but i didn’t really care I kept repeating my bad habits you know sleeping late watching retarded YouTube shit at 2am in the morning when school starts at 7 and so around 7-8th grade don’t remember exactly I was talking to my friends (we were all around the same size but one was a bit taller another a bit on the heavier side) and while I was talking to them I was reaching for my computer but someone was in the way so I put my hand on their shoulder and said can you move it bro? And it turned out to be a girl she screamed at me after that I said sorry snd went on with my day taking my classes but then I hard that a guy groped a girl in our class and I was like what? That’s crazy until one of my friends told me bro they say it’s you. I freaked out I said I didn’t even touch her chest I touched her shoulder??? Nobody believed me. I told my friends dude I didn’t do it most of them just ignored me that day the girl I was beginning to talk to stopped talking to me, and when school ended and I was walking to the buss stop from out of nowhere a girl started recording me the same girl that accused me of groping her, she offpisten started insulting me and started saying stuff like guys don’t leave me to her friends he is gonna rape me in the bushes (yes I’m not joking) of course me not knowing what that meant was like what? Should I just break her phone and punch the bitch? But no my friends were there walking past me ignoring me doing nothing the rest of the class was laughing, and i just kept walking I took the buss home punched the wall in anger and wanted to change schools after that I skipped school for a while and then I had a meeting with my teacher and that girls father we kind of sorted it out but the father told me I don’t believe you and gave me a death stare and a disgusted look my teacher did too. After that I started sleeping less skipping school even more and my grades suffered I tried to talk to my mom about it but she had enough on her plate having to deal with my suicidal autistic sister was enough, my father and mother were already divorced this point (my father was still in prison at this point) after that I switched schools didn’t talk to anyone the entire school year got made fun of the usual stuff girls laughing when they see my ugly face, but hey atleast I was tall right? That was what I thought but I measured myself and I was 5,8 at 14 and you know what it wasn’t so bad I thought it was decent my mom was 5,8 too I will grow even more when I’m 15! I didn’t. I’m currently 5’10 or 5’9.5 I don’t even know anymore it’s like I’m shrinking sometimes I tower over my mother sometimes I’m shorter then her, my old friends in thst school have all got taller then me or caugh up to me even though I was previously one of the taller ones, my mom dosent have a sliver of respect to me neither does my sister probably because my mom used to brag about me getting to 6’5 (195cm) since I told her that but the nurse said that I would reach 5’10.5 at most (179cm) now the only good thing in my life is that I recently discovered bp sand this forum so I can watch other people’s horrible lives, but it’s just a coping mechanism to not rope, why am not 6’1 at 15 like everybody else here? Why am I a ugly manlet? Why do I have such shitty genetics is it my moms fault? No she’s above average for women I know it’s my dads fault he’s a 5’7 manlet that dosent even care about me and sees me as a trophy not a son I just wish I could go back in time and stop all this from happening what if I didn’t get accused what if I slept like a normal person what if I my sister wasn’t suicidal? I will never know that’s why I need to get my hands on hgh and blast 15 ius until I either grow to 6’5 or rope, I will soon go to å clinic and see if my growth plates have closed and to see if something is wrong with my hormones it depends on if I rope or not.
