Why's being loved so hard

[Neonsit0]

I've been in love with the same girl for over 5 years, but now my feelings are harder than ever.

When I look at her I think that she's the most perfect girl in the world, literally no words can describe her.

I want to be with her, I want she to love me, I want to hold hands with her. Deadass would live my whole life with her and I'll be the happiest man earth.

I can't look at her eyes without looking away, I can't talk to her without saying some dumb shit, when that happens I would like to just fucking die.

She's the only reason why I started to lose weight, I wanted to be perfect for her.

I feel like a fucking loser saying this, but I needed to say this to someone, even if none reads it.

 

[dumb]

felt the same way, got cheated on.

 

[superpsycho]

genetically inferiority

 

[Neonsit0]

genetically inferiority

Its never over, just gotta keep trying

 

[Neonsit0]

felt the same way, got cheated on.

I'm sorry for you bro, hope you're good rn

 

[superpsycho]

Its never over, just gotta keep trying

its over

 

[crazyguy]

I've been in love with the same girl for over 5 years, but now my feelings are harder than ever.

When I look at her I think that she's the most perfect girl in the world, literally no words can describe her.

I want to be with her, I want she to love me, I want to hold hands with her. Deadass would live my whole life with her and I'll be the happiest man earth.

I can't look at her eyes without looking away, I can't talk to her without saying some dumb shit, when that happens I would like to just fucking die.

She's the only reason why I started to lose weight, I wanted to be perfect for her.

I feel like a fucking loser saying this, but I needed to say this to someone, even if none reads it.

why havent you asked her out

 

[Neonsit0]

why havent you asked her out

I don't feel that I'm enough for her (talking about looks).
I'm insecure about the way I look. When I'm near her I feel so fucking ugly that I just want to kill myself.

I know that she isn't in love with anyone and that she wants a boyfriend, but everytime I've been this crazy in love with her, I can just see how she wants nothing but a friendship with me.

 

[crazyguy]

I don't feel that I'm enough for her (talking about looks).
I'm insecure about the way I look. When I'm near her I feel so fucking ugly that I just want to kill myself.

I know that she isn't in love with anyone and that she wants a boyfriend, but everytime I've been this crazy in love with her, I can just see how she wants nothing but a friendship with me.

Well since shes not in love with anyone, this is your chance. You said youve been in love with her for more than 5 years, how long do you intend to stay in this loop of loving her without her knowing about it?

 

[Neonsit0]

Well since shes not in love with anyone, this is your chance. You said youve been in love with her for more than 5 years, how long do you intend to stay in this loop of loving her without her knowing about it?

You're right. I've thinked about this before but I don't think I have the balls to do it.

There's one big issue, which is that I don't trust myself, I don't believe im enough for her. The only thing that comes to my mind when I think about this, is that she's going to reject me.

Also, I've seen the guys that she has liked before, bunch of htn's that are 180cm+ (im 174cm lmfao), that's why I think I have no chance with her

 

[crazyguy]

You're right. I've thinked about this before but I don't think I have the balls to do it.

There's one big issue, which is that I don't trust myself, I don't believe im enough for her. The only thing that comes to my mind when I think about this, is that she's going to reject me.

Also, I've seen the guys that she has liked before, bunch of htn's that are 180cm+ (im 174cm lmfao), that's why I think I have no chance with her

I can't tell you what your chances are because I don't know how you two look, but just know that you'll regret it for eternity if you don't ask her out. It's better to ask her out and get rejected than never ask her out, this is because you'd never know if she actually liked you or not and it'll fuck your head up

 

[Neonsit0]

I can't tell you what your chances are because I don't know how you two look, but just know that you'll regret it for eternity if you don't ask her out. It's better to ask her out and get rejected than never ask her out, this is because you'd never know if she actually liked you or not and it'll fuck your head up

Thanks dude, I appreciate this.
Maybe I'll tell her my feelings this week. I'll try to talk to her more before doing this tho

 

[crazyguy]

Thanks dude, I appreciate this.
Maybe I'll tell her my feelings this week. I'll try to talk to her more before doing this tho

np, just tell me if she rejects you or not then

 

[dumb]

I'm sorry for you bro, hope you're good rn

thanks im doing good, but its a nasty feeling icl the disgust is insane