WHYY AM I ONLY GOOD AT SHIT WHEN IM FUCKING SLEEPY

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WHYYYYYYYYYY.
I PRACTICE SOMETHING--> I BECOME GOOD AT IT AND BUILD GOOD MUSCLE MEMORY FOR A WHILE--> I GET FUCKING SPACE JAMMED SOMEHOW AND LOSE EVERYTHING I FUCKING WORKED FOR MAKING ME INCONSISTENT AND ASS AT SAID THING--> I GRIND UNTIL I FEEL SLEEPY WHICH IS WHEN I BECOME ABSOLUTELY CRACKED AND PERFECT--> NEXT DAY WHEN IM NOT SLEEPY I AM SHIT AGAIN UNTIL I AM SLEEPY AGAIN AND THEN BECOME CRACKED AGAIN

everything I learn this happens EVERY FUCKING THING I FUCKING LEARN.

actually over, actually fucking over bro add to my reasons for suicide I am quitting everything.
 
WHYYYYYYYYYY.
I PRACTICE SOMETHING--> I BECOME GOOD AT IT AND BUILD GOOD MUSCLE MEMORY FOR A WHILE--> I GET FUCKING SPACE JAMMED SOMEHOW AND LOSE EVERYTHING I FUCKING WORKED FOR MAKING ME INCONSISTENT AND ASS AT SAID THING--> I GRIND UNTIL I FEEL SLEEPY WHICH IS WHEN I BECOME ABSOLUTELY CRACKED AND PERFECT--> NEXT DAY WHEN IM NOT SLEEPY I AM SHIT AGAIN UNTIL I AM SLEEPY AGAIN AND THEN BECOME CRACKED AGAIN

everything I learn this happens EVERY FUCKING THING I FUCKING LEARN.

actually over, actually fucking over bro add to my reasons for suicide I am quitting everything.
Dont sleep, then you will be constantly sleepy, thus being good all the time
 
WHYYYYYYYYYY.
I PRACTICE SOMETHING--> I BECOME GOOD AT IT AND BUILD GOOD MUSCLE MEMORY FOR A WHILE--> I GET FUCKING SPACE JAMMED SOMEHOW AND LOSE EVERYTHING I FUCKING WORKED FOR MAKING ME INCONSISTENT AND ASS AT SAID THING--> I GRIND UNTIL I FEEL SLEEPY WHICH IS WHEN I BECOME ABSOLUTELY CRACKED AND PERFECT--> NEXT DAY WHEN IM NOT SLEEPY I AM SHIT AGAIN UNTIL I AM SLEEPY AGAIN AND THEN BECOME CRACKED AGAIN

everything I learn this happens EVERY FUCKING THING I FUCKING LEARN.

actually over, actually fucking over bro add to my reasons for suicide I am quitting everything.
you built a habit of procrastination and only being able to perform under pressure as a child most likely. i did same thing, you and i are very alike. i think the only way to beat this is to have structure enforced upon you, and you welcoming it completely regardless of how you feel. get a job, or someone to hold you accountable(preferably a job because it'll be easier due to the money as motivation factor), and don't deviate. good luck.

edit: sorry i bumped a week old thread im retarded greycel
 
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Nigha thinks he's an anime character
 
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Not overthinking as much probably
 
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you built a habit of procrastination and only being able to perform under pressure as a child most likely. i did same thing, you and i are very alike. i think the only way to beat this is to have structure enforced upon you, and you welcoming it completely regardless of how you feel. get a job, or someone to hold you accountable(preferably a job because it'll be easier due to the money as motivation factor), and don't deviate. good luck.

edit: sorry i bumped a week old thread im retarded greycel
Literally the only good comment. Internalized greycel racism.

We must stick together ❤️❤️❤️
 
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