will abusing my adhd medication ascend me?

[daybreak]

I noticed when Im taking more than i should of my adderall i dont eat at all and lose hella weight, should i keep doing this or will i become malnutritioned and descend? i dont know if malnutrition will actually make me uglier or if its a myth

 

[4Christ_sake]

I mean if u want something like liver failure then yea