Will always be envious of neurotypical people

[toodeepin0]

I was at my girlfriends house yesterday to celebrate swedish midsummer and I don’t normally talk to her parents that much. While we were eating dinner everyone was just talking with each other and laughing and making small talk blah blah while I’m just quietly sitting there like a retard eating my food without making any eye contact. Every time her dad or mom tried to talk to me I had an awkward answer, basically fucking mumbling.

I just don’t know how people do this shit so easily. I might fucking rope soon.

After we were done celebrating my gf texted me and asked if everything was ok since her parents had thought that I was sad or something

 

[bluebandz]

i’m sorry to hear that don’t rope over that though

 

[Qeiea]

I was at my girlfriends house yesterday to celebrate swedish midsummer and I don’t normally talk to her parents that much. While we were eating dinner everyone was just talking with each other and laughing and making small talk blah blah while I’m just quietly sitting there like a retard eating my food without making any eye contact. Every time her dad or mom tried to talk to me I had an awkward answer, basically fucking mumbling.

I just don’t know how people do this shit so easily. I might fucking rope soon.

After we were done celebrating my gf texted me and asked if everything was ok since her parents had thought that I was sad or something

Force it. Eventually you'll become comfortable with it and end up spewing shit out without even thinking. Don't wait for it to come - akwardness is typically worse than just keeping a conversation going without knowing the end.

 

[Dalton22]

I was at my girlfriends house yesterday to celebrate swedish midsummer and I don’t normally talk to her parents that much. While we were eating dinner everyone was just talking with each other and laughing and making small talk blah blah while I’m just quietly sitting there like a retard eating my food without making any eye contact. Every time her dad or mom tried to talk to me I had an awkward answer, basically fucking mumbling.

I just don’t know how people do this shit so easily. I might fucking rope soon.

After we were done celebrating my gf texted me and asked if everything was ok since her parents had thought that I was sad or something

Bro no matter how ND you are you can overcome it. Sounds corny but it's like a muscle you can train and improve, how old are you?

if you're young get a job working retail like Target or something and you will have forced conversations all day, you will get low inhib as fuck and become great at conversation. Sounds like cope trust me it's not

 

[Kojo]

I was at my girlfriends house yesterday to celebrate swedish midsummer and I don’t normally talk to her parents that much. While we were eating dinner everyone was just talking with each other and laughing and making small talk blah blah while I’m just quietly sitting there like a retard eating my food without making any eye contact. Every time her dad or mom tried to talk to me I had an awkward answer, basically fucking mumbling.

I just don’t know how people do this shit so easily. I might fucking rope soon.

After we were done celebrating my gf texted me and asked if everything was ok since her parents had thought that I was sad or something

Didn't read but I feel you, I'm so envious of my mother and brother every single day I wake up and talk to them

 

[Qeiea]

Bro no matter how ND you are you can overcome it. Sounds corny but it's like a muscle you can train and improve, how old are you?

if you're young get a job working retail like Target or something and you will have forced conversations all day, you will get low inhib as fuck and become great at conversation. Sounds like cope trust me it's not

Fr. I work in a gym and i find myself akward asf. After a few greetings back and forth you will become forced to prolonge the conversations and in return you will find yourself enjoying it half the time. Social interaction is super important - i unfortunately wasted my young teen years gaming and being isolated in a dark room

 

[Dalton22]

Fr. I work in a gym and i find myself akward asf. After a few greetings back and forth you will become forced to prolonge the conversations and in return you will find yourself enjoying it half the time. Social interaction is super important - i unfortunately wasted my young teen years gaming and being isolated in a dark room

Relate entirely, if you rot away in your room anyone would become ND. But once you get back into it you are nt again and confident. i've been both so i can confirm, lifefuel