Will I ever find a like-minded friend

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I've been alive for 18 years and I've never had a genuine friend where we share the same experiences. I hate my normie friend group because they are genuine bums and never want to do anything. I've tried to give them advice to improve in life if I was in their position but they fearmonger absolutely everything. If I could find someone that is exactly like me, it would be perfect. We would share the same goals and experiences, and actually improve in life and hangout. Surely there is one person like this, there's 8 billion people in the world, surely there is someone like me?

Tonight me and my normie friend group were gonna head to a party, all of a sudden one couldn't go because he got caught stealing liquor. This lead to a domino effect, as now my other mate didn't want to go. Now this mate has been acting really weird lately, whenever we will go out, especially if there were girls invited, he will never be in a good mood. This could be in my head but what are your thoughts?

 

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