Will I ever forget my past?

[Deleted member 282725]

When I’m eventually gonna be hmtn after years of Looksmaxxing will I ever forget the fat sub 3 guy I was? Every time I see a video of myself from some time ago I feel disgusted. Still feel disgusted when I look into the mirror but at least less then before. Is all of this even worth it? Do I just accept my true inner self and die a happy little incel death? Not to mention even after all this time and more time to come, even if I do eventually reach my goal, I’ll always be a short guy.

 

[Clqs]

 

[Diyorldar]

I still feel like a 215lb 5’5 kid sometimes

 

[Jimcel]

When I’m eventually gonna be hmtn after years of Looksmaxxing will I ever forget the fat sub 3 guy I was? Every time I see a video of myself from some time ago I feel disgusted. Still feel disgusted when I look into the mirror but at least less then before. Is all of this even worth it? Do I just accept my true inner self and die a happy little incel death? Not to mention even after all this time and more time to come, even if I do eventually reach my goal, I’ll always be a short guy.

you should be happy when you ascended.

idk how your even asking if its worth it.

 

[Deleted member 282725]

you should be happy when you ascended.

idk how your even asking if its worth it.

I don’t feel happy though. How can I be happy when I’m still lltn and the shortest guy everywhere I go. Will I ever be happy?

 

[Jimcel]

I don’t feel happy though. How can I be happy when I’m still lltn and the shortest guy everywhere I go. Will I ever be happy?

I think this is a larp.

if not then just do everything you can to improve yourself, make some geniune irl friends then you'll be happier.

 

[Deleted member 282725]

I think this is a larp.

if not then just do everything you can to improve yourself, make some geniune irl friends then you'll be happier.

I have irl friends and no I’m not larping I genuinely hate myself

 

[Deleted member 318805]

When I’m eventually gonna be hmtn after years of Looksmaxxing will I ever forget the fat sub 3 guy I was? Every time I see a video of myself from some time ago I feel disgusted. Still feel disgusted when I look into the mirror but at least less then before. Is all of this even worth it? Do I just accept my true inner self and die a happy little incel death? Not to mention even after all this time and more time to come, even if I do eventually reach my goal, I’ll always be a short guy.

most likely not lol i used to be 5'8 and 290 pounds, im 6footnow and 210 still fat but ill probably never forget, im still cutting so even when im at my ideal weight i will i just know it

 

[McSkziofren]

Biddio