will the feeling of being pathetic and hopelessness ever go away?

[luuky716]

so i’ve been feeling really hopeless and pathetic not only cuz of bp but also i wanted to take my own life but i couldn’t even do that. i am so pathetic that i cant even end it. really only thing keeping me alive rn is that i’ve developed dissociative disorder so most of the time i just exist but when i’m alone it all comes to me. i am just so exhausted and tired. i know its over so why should i experience this never ending pathetic cycle called life?

 

[accelerationist]

so i’ve been feeling really hopeless and pathetic not only cuz of bp but also i wanted to take my own life but i couldn’t even do that. i am so pathetic that i cant even end it. really only thing keeping me alive rn is that i’ve developed dissociative disorder so most of the time i just exist but when i’m alone it all comes to me. i am just so exhausted and tired. i know its over so why should i experience this never ending pathetic cycle called life?

It will never go away inkie, this is our existence. This is what our life is meant to be, there will be no grand salvation- we are slaves who live for somebody else to absorb. End of story, as if there was ever. A story to begin with

Your dissociation is just a copious way of survival, i feel similar to you. Im not sorry, i hope it does get worse

 

[Sektor]

Maybe you just need a mistress?