wings for myself

[PeakIncels]

I tried to kill myself two days ago
I′ve never been more alone
Waking up everyday is the hardest thing imaginable
Getting up, dragging myself out of bed

Starting my day, feels like an endless torture I can't escape
Every time I look in the mirror
I get tears in my eyes
And I want to scratch my face
I hate the sight of myself
I harbor a deep, ugly, and painful hatred towards myself
And I can′t get rid of it

I don't go outside anymore unless I absolutely have to
I have no desirе for this feeling to end
I'd be too uncomfortable

Living a lifе where I′m happy and satisfied with myself

′Cause I know that it'll never happen
There′s no place for happiness in this world
This is a sad and miserable world
That only knows pain and hurt

I don't desire to feel happy and satisfied in a place that is devoid of that

I am misunderstood

I am nothing more than a weirdo to people

I am insecure and anxious

That′s all that people ever see in me

Everywhere I go, I don't feel at home
And I feel like everyone wants me dead
So even if I live a life of misery

I hope I one day get accepted for being myself
But I don′t think it'll ever happen
I will always feel this way

- wings for myself

 

[PeakIncels]

@Pento @MANLETprettyBOY @flambria @superpsycho

 

[PeakIncels]

@Proex

 

[nosemaxxing]

you should start doing voice cover of this

 

[Atman]

@Pento @MANLETprettyBOY @flambria @superpsycho

My sole goal in life is to ascend, by age 30, roids will be the first gateway, then surgery, finally finishing off with mental and geomaxxing.

There were some users who ascended to chadlite, from ltn, but still ended up roping, because their mind was not strong, they couldn't cope that all they needed was some surgery to be treated this well.

I've had racing thoughts of killing myself, but that would be the end, there is no restart, no checkpoint. What could of you achieved if you had come out of that negative thinking, everyone has potential, but most never see to the end of it, they can't exert the effort required to reach it.

 

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[Deleted member 163319]

My sole goal in life is to ascend

What is your age? I have the same goal. But I am 17 years old, I am thinking of using steroids in about 2 months and having surgeries at 20-19 to at least become human.

 

[Atman]

What is your age? I have the same goal. But I am 17 years old, I am thinking of using steroids in about 2 months and having surgeries at 20-19 to at least become human.

I'm also 17, but turning 18 in late September this year, getting on roids in 3 months, stay on roid blast for 1 year, then I'll be 19, once that is done, I will save up for surgery, I'll do the low cost surgery first, by 25, I will most likely finish all my major surgeries, then save up again, move to a new country, start pursuing real relationships, get married most likely to a traditional women, by that time I'll be 29 to 30 y/o.

I'll also have some savings in crypto, I developed a trading algorithm myself, and back tested it, and it works really well. So should make potentially millions with it. I also trade some memecoins, I might get lucky and hit it big, much higher chance of wining than lottery any day of the week. The country I'll be moving to will be low-tax jurisdiction, so my wealth will compound exponentially, giving me better retirement. I'll then accomplish my goal of making a successful business, and might end up rich, happy and middle aged.

@PeakIncels you got to have a goal to strive for, I'll change your life, put a timeline to rope by, If I don't achieve 70% of this by 30 y/o, I will undoubtedly leave this Earth