Wish i never had adhd

TsarTsar444

TsarTsar444

Asexual peaceful balkan monk
Joined
May 5, 2019
Posts
41,604
Reputation
105,844
Wish i was a medieval farmer, im not made for this life tbh, imagine getting a fully tested iq of 123 and still being a bigger failure then people with iq's in the 90's, the dopamine pill is giga brutal, its like my brain just doesn't give me any dopamine for something that takes longer attention than 10 minutes, it crazy, i could read something 10yo child level difficult and still wouldn't get whats going on after 30 minutes unless i re-read the thing 6 times, like my brain just hates me and shut downs dopamine for that task.

Except depression and anxiety (which i have as well, especially anxiety :feelskek:, depression probably not) no other mental thing is worse then ADHD. Would rather have schizophrenia and bipolar or something
 
  • So Sad
  • +1
  • Love it
Reactions: Deleted member 13787, Deleted member 2968, Acnno and 9 others
drink more water bro
 
  • JFL
Reactions: Deleted member 2968, Acnno and TsarTsar444
reduce that serotonin, boa
 
  • Hmm...
Reactions: TsarTsar444
in a few years you'll be doctor np no worry now
 
  • So Sad
  • +1
Reactions: Pythagoras and TsarTsar444
[IMG alt="Chad1212"]/data/avatars/s/4/4114.jpg?1631878964[/IMG]
Serious I need a doctor,can someone diagnose me?
  • Chad1212
  • Offtopic
 
  • JFL
  • Love it
Reactions: Toth's thot, abyss and sytyl
in a few years you'll be doctor np no worry now
I won't, i think of quitting med school and becoming a NEET, i could technically pass med school easily if i use meth, but don't want to do that horrible drug, better be a fully healthy gymcelling NEET then a methmaxed brainfried doctor
 
  • WTF
  • Love it
Reactions: Deleted member 13787 and sytyl
I won't, i think of quitting med school and becoming a NEET, i could technically pass med school easily if i use meth, but don't want to do that horrible drug, better be a fully healthy gymcelling NEET then a methmaxed brainfried doctor
idk your situation as well as you do, but if you made it this far, you can finish
 
  • +1
Reactions: Deleted member 6380 and TsarTsar444
idk your situation as well as you do, but if you made it this far, you can finish
I made it to med school cause of good iq and memorization, but no matter how good your iq and memory is it doesn't do shit in a slave field like med school where you just need to sit and read complex stuff for hours every single day, its over bro
 
  • WTF
  • Love it
Reactions: Deleted member 13787 and sytyl
  • JFL
  • +1
Reactions: TsarTsar444 and sytyl
Would rather have schizophrenia and bipolar or something
don't worry brother, ADHD has insane comorbidity with pretty much every mental illness (+ addiction) so your wish might come true
 
  • JFL
Reactions: TsarTsar444
don't worry brother, ADHD has insane comorbidity with pretty much every mental illness (+ addiction) so your wish might come true
Hope for it ded srs, at least i will have blissful delusions with schizophrenia
 
  • JFL
  • Love it
Reactions: Deleted member 13787, Pythagoras and Mongrelcel
Feel the exact same bro. I’m not made for this life either, so I’m becoming a NEET. It’s easy to neetbuxx in Scandinavia and with diagnosed aspergers and adhd I have valid reasons to apply.
 
  • +1
  • Woah
Reactions: Mongrelcel and TsarTsar444
Feel the exact same bro. I’m not made for this life either, so I’m becoming a NEET. It’s easy to neetbuxx in Scandinavia and with diagnosed aspergers and adhd I have valid reasons to apply.
Yeah bro, wish all countries were like that, i clearly have a learning disability so i wish sometimes i was shot in the head :Comfy:
 
  • +1
  • Love it
Reactions: Deleted member 13787 and TUSSELEIF
@TsarTsar444 dm me for experimental method of how to cure adhd
 
  • +1
Reactions: TsarTsar444
I know the cure.

ritalin
 
I know the cure.

ritalin
Doesn't work for me, amphetamine did work but its poison and don't want to rot my brain
 
  • Love it
Reactions: Deleted member 13787
true man, its killing me, it literally destroyed my entire childhood, finally i am slowing trying to fix it.
ADHD is hell man, it paralyses you entirely.
 
I know the cure.

ritalin
i tried it, its not good it only works for hyperactive kids, not for inattentive type adhd like me, we have literally no dopamine or norepinepherine, ritalin is just a reuptake inhibitor, it just stops too much processing of stimulies, but when you have 0 dopamine/ norepin, it will not work :feelswhy:
 
  • Woah
Reactions: TsarTsar444
i tried it, its not good it only works for hyperactive kids, not for inattentive type adhd like me, we have literally no dopamine or norepinepherine, ritalin is just a reuptake inhibitor, it just stops too much processing of stimulies, but when you have 0 dopamine/ norepin, it will not work :feelswhy:
Yes exactly, it doesn't work for me too, but amphetamine did work very good :feelsgood::feelsgood:
 
  • Love it
  • +1
Reactions: Deleted member 13787 and Deleted member 15246
in a few years you'll be doctor np no worry now
We'll send each other clients assholes in PMS gonna be massive. hang in there.
 
  • JFL
  • Woah
Reactions: sytyl and TsarTsar444
We'll send each other clients assholes in PMS gonna be massive. hang in there.
yes we used to do this in nursing school, laugh at the truecels assholes of patients :feelsgood:
 
  • Love it
  • JFL
Reactions: Deleted member 13787 and Pythagoras
yes we used to do this in nursing school, laugh at the truecels assholes of patients :feelsgood:
We could've add @sytyl too but he choose to help removing jobs for poor people.
 
  • So Sad
  • JFL
Reactions: sytyl and TsarTsar444
same bro next week finally my last appointment to get the meds , on dopamine drugs i always feel so silenced in my head
 
  • +1
Reactions: TsarTsar444
  • Love it
Reactions: TsarTsar444
same bro next week finally my last appointment to get the meds , on dopamine drugs i always feel so silenced in my head
Don't do amphetamine try rital first bro
 
  • +1
  • Love it
Reactions: Deleted member 13787 and Lars
  • +1
Reactions: TsarTsar444
I have prescription for adhd meds … I used to sell them in college and made decent money (for a student)

If I did it in a first world world you can easily make money in bosnia
 
  • JFL
Reactions: TsarTsar444
going to stop drinking
ec710c5b60c270c752a8f2600d85a472.gif
 
  • Love it
Reactions: TsarTsar444
Having delusions about Margot licking my asshole :owo:
I hate the myth that schizophrenia is just bad, while in fact its based on your personality and culture, some people literally have voices telling them "you are the fucking shit man, you got this nig" and then some poor scandinaviancel has voices telling him to rope, brutal game of chess and sadism
 
  • Love it
  • JFL
Reactions: Deleted member 13787 and Pythagoras
I hate the myth that schizophrenia is just bad, while in fact its based on your personality and culture, some people literally have voices telling them "you are the fucking shit man, you got this nig" and then some poor scandinaviancel has voices telling him to rope, brutal game of chess and sadism
Sounds giga rare + better to 'suffer' from a controlled mania (only high) for the rest of your life
 
  • Love it
Reactions: TsarTsar444
Sounds giga rare + better to 'suffer' from a controlled mania (only high) for the rest of your life
It isn't rare actually jfl, its actually more common then the mainstreamized shit tier schizophrenia, its just that its much more common in poor 3rd world shitholes. Imagine Rajeesh having it and thinking Vishnu is guiding him to heal the blind and then imagine Sven from Oslo having thoughts about communist aliens hunting him. Literally different simulation realities
 
  • JFL
  • Love it
Reactions: Deleted member 13787 and Pythagoras
Yes exactly, it doesn't work for me too, but amphetamine did work very good :feelsgood::feelsgood:
Exactly, amphetamine is superior because it does both, releases+ stops the reupatke.

Buts it's not safe long term due to it containing a lot of nephro and neuro toxins.
 
It isn't rare actually jfl, its actually more common then the mainstreamized shit tier schizophrenia, its just that its much more common in poor 3rd world shitholes. Imagine Rajeesh having it and thinking Vishnu is guiding him to heal the blind and then imagine Sven from Oslo having thoughts about communist aliens hunting him. Literally different simulation realities
Were all schizos tbh, most humans fight constantly with their own thoughts.
 
  • +1
Reactions: TsarTsar444
ADHD is a curse in today's society. How do you function in today's world with this curse? I feel like my brain is non existent
 
  • +1
Reactions: TsarTsar444
Were all schizos tbh, most humans fight constantly with their own thoughts.
My neighbor has schizophrenia (diagnosed) for example and he thinks that he is the son of Jesus that came to heal the mentally retarded, he has convinced alot of people somehow that he fixes depression when he puts his hand on their heads and hums loudly for 10 minutes while spraying lead on theor heads.
 
  • Love it
  • JFL
Reactions: Deleted member 13787 and Pythagoras
My neighbor has schizophrenia (diagnosed) for example and he thinks that he is the son of Jesus that came to heal the mentally retarded, he has convinced alot of people somehow that he fixes depression when he puts his hand on their heads and hums loudly for 10 minutes while spraying lead on theor heads.
 
  • JFL
Reactions: TsarTsar444
  • Love it
Reactions: Deleted member 13787
Too long can't watch, but tldr that jesus guy giga life mogs me while i rot with my adhd on an obscure jewish forum
Watch it bro I caged. I rotted yesterday with 10 hours of TV straight :feelsgood:
 
  • +1
Reactions: TsarTsar444
  • Love it
Reactions: Deleted member 13787
I cant function with mental disorders and low T anymore,i am mentally exhausted by fear and anxiety,i cant even leave home anymore,i lost touch with Earth.I was born agoraphobic,there is no shortcut for this and ugliness and i have both
 
  • +1
Reactions: datboijj
Adhd is a meme diagnosis. It doesn’t exist.
 

Similar threads

ElySioNs
Replies
26
Views
2K
NepoCel
N
Nazi Germany
Replies
32
Views
303
Nazi Germany
Nazi Germany
D
Replies
22
Views
970
Deleted member 89120
D
cryptt
Replies
29
Views
1K
greycelzoomer
greycelzoomer
nuttheb
Replies
75
Views
7K
iblamericky
iblamericky

Users who are viewing this thread

Back
Top