Wish I was better at enduring

[Prøphet]

I got dealt a bad hand

And Ive just been dwelling on self pity for years

there’s a light at the end of the tunnel

But the tunnel is filled with broken glass

I know that moving forward is worth it

Because of the hope that I reach the light

But then I see all the broken glass I’ll need to crawl through

And I just sit there in defeat

 

[Azi.org]

Mirin the philosphy bhai

 

[Prøphet]

There’s no way I live an ordinary normie life

Even when I used to be close to that

I was miserable and everyone hated me because of the way my brain is wired

The only way I can bear to even attempt a social life is if I fix my looks

There’s simply no other way

Because as an ND sub5, every socialization is a beating and a humiliation for me

It’ll only be bearable if I can make up for the way I am with my face

So I know what I have to do

But I’m just stuck like a coward

Too afraid to go through the suffering that’s necessary for my dream

 

[miserycel]

I got dealt a bad hand

And Ive just been dwelling on self pity for years

there’s a light at the end of the tunnel

But the tunnel is filled with broken glass

I know that moving forward is worth it

Because of the hope that I reach the light

But then I see all the broken glass I’ll need to crawl through

And I just sit there in defeat

Do it or don’t do it, you’ll regret it either way

The pain of having the choice to completely change your life is too great, that’s why many seek refuge in ‘God’ and put it in his hands, so they can blame something other than themselves.

But if you get your desires or if you let it slip by, you’re going to face pain and you’re going to regret what you did either way, so make a decision and die by it

 

[Prøphet]

Do it or don’t do it, you’ll regret it either way

The pain of having the choice to completely change your life is too great, that’s why many seek refuge in ‘God’ and put it in his hands, so they can blame something other than themselves.

But if you get your desires or if you let it slip by, you’re going to face pain and you’re going to regret what you did either way, so make a decision and die by it

Kierkegaard

Mirin

 

[miserycel]

Kierkegaard

Mirin

I like that you noticed

He’s my favourite