
Chadmog
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So when i was a kid i was highly extrovert funny as well as charismatic. I was quiet confident as well and was not shy at all. But since i was growing up my parents who were highly strict never allowed me to go outside. Only social life i had was in school. Then since my early teens i tried hitting on girls out of which only 2 girls literally 2 girls made fun of me. Rest every women i ever met was nice to me. But only these 2 are stuck in my head till today. And one of them straight up said i was ugly. But before these incidents literally every girl i ever met was nice to me. But since those 2 incidents i went to serious depression which i am not out even today. I literally think i am ugly and i can never have a gf. However after those incidents i stopped hitting on girls as i think no girl will like me but even after that incident many girls have showed interest in me even though i never tried to rizz them up. Even my 2 very beautiful teachers who were quiet attractive used to like me. Many girls who were very attractive showed interest in me. And 1 girl who was one of the prettiest girl with high confidence and ego literally straight up tried to rizz me up literally and I rejected her cause i think i am ugly why is she liking me. Even today i think i am ugly and will never have a gf. Only 2 girls is all it took to make my life literally shithole. After those incidents i act as if i am highly confident walk as if I dont give a shit about any girl and literally dont make eye contact with any girl. And if any girl tries to talk to me i act as if my body is giving get the fuck out vibes. My body language is I don’t like you so get the fuck out mean while i am dieing for female affection. Litterally am I autistic or what has happened to me. If i could turn around time i would never interact with those 2 bitches who gave me this personality disorder.
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