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I’m a 17 subhuman truecel, and I’ve started working I have been for 2 months.
My personal experiences so far I will be documenting down below
I’ve been facing constant shame and humiliation, from my female counterparts. They are all the same age as me.
1st interaction of cruelty |
•A female coworker got mad at me for being late on a order, anyways eventually I got the order finished, I decided I wanted to help, so I bagged the order myself, she didn’t know, but I thought she did anyways, she got really mad when I told her I already bagged it. She started being very vocal to her friends my other coworkers. And saying I’m an idiot and she hates that. I just turned my head in shame. She was being very vocal to everyone else but me though. She refused to acknowledge me or confront me about it personally, I don’t know if that makes it hurt more or not, if I was Chad she would’ve thanked me and praised me for my service.
2nd interaction |
• I’m on accutane currently so my skin is getting very dried out, anyways as I was standing around minding my business. I started having a tick in my face I make random movements with my face sometimes, anyways my female coworker saw this, and I heard her say “ew” my heart sunk I wasn’t sure if it was directed towards me. So I wanted to confirm my suspicions. So come next time I see her. I purposely do the face again. Sure enough she said “ew” again. Before turning and walking away. This one was brutal
(it only gets worse…)
3rd interaction |
• my Neurotypical male coworker, who is friends with all the girls there, makes it a thing to call me “Mr nonchalant” because i don’t speak ever, because I’m autistic and self conscience. Anyways he comes up to me, and we have a little small talk, eventually it leads to him asking me if I have ever had sex. I have nothing to hide so I admit it, hoping to receive solace and peace in case he aswell is a trucel like me, that didn’t happen. Anyways the girls flooded to the area, my other co workers. I was on break so. Anyways all my female coworkers walk over to us speaking, curious of what we are discussing. I’m horrified now, they can’t know are topic of discussion. That would be humiliating. Of course my co worker decides to open his mouth. Immediately confessing to all the foids, that I’m a truecel KHHV. They all stand their shocked. Questioning me on why… bitch I don’t fucking know why I don’t choose this life. Anyways they all start confessing their body counts. Sure enough they all state that none of them are virgins. Two of the girls being very vocal saying “oh my god that could never be me.” Practically confessing they can’t live without a dick Inside them. I’m the oldest there, so I felt so shamed. My fucking coworker outed me infront of all the girls. Even more humiliating. Was the reason they came over was because of my co worker not me, the second he left, all of them followed suit. I was left their all alone in my shame.
3rd interaction |
•I was idle off to the side, I was zoned out. Out of site from my coworkers. I assume they didn’t realize I was nearby. Anyways I hear the girls their talking, about me. Talking about how I’m quiet, they start exclamation. Saying how they are weirded by me, saying “he’s lowkey creepy.” “He’s weird.” I’m nearby so I’m hearing all of this. I’ve spoken to none of these people by the way. All I do is come in work and leave. I don’t know what about me being quiet, constitutes me as a weirdo. But i guess these NT fucking foids have never seen a quiet sensitive young man before. This really fucking hurt though, when I went on my break I started crying.
4th interaction |
•another co worker of mine decide to voice her opinion aloud to me again and everyone else. I was busy packed with orders, that I was doing. Anyways as I hand off the order. She says “eugh, they need lotion.” I forgot to properly moisturize before work because I running late. So my skin was all fucked. Because of accutane. Anyways why the fuck do you need to be vocal about that. I spent the rest of my fucking shift self conscious, and hiding my face. These girls are so fucking cruel it’s insane.
5th interaction |
• another female co worker who sometimes, works in kitchen with me. She was standing around talking to one of my co workers a male. She asks me a question, but I don’t hear the question so I ask her to repeat it, she repeats it once again I don’t know what she is saying, so I say hold on and I begin coming closer to her to hear what the fuck this bitch is saying. As I get closer she’s like “no don’t come over here.” And starts running away, physically running away I’m so fucking serious. I just stood there once again further humiliated, she was running because of my subhuman nature. It truly psychologically disturbed her. So she had to get away. Anyways I made it a point to ignore anything she says to me for the rest of the shift, because this upset me. And this bitch is fucking annoying. Anyways for the rest of my shift, she started putting stickers on my back, I felt someone poking me a couple times. But I thought it was an accident, anyways come end of my shift, someone tells me finally, that there are 20 fucking stickers on my back. I was truly humiliated again. She also makes it a point, to her other coworkers that I “look like a murderer.” Every shift she often calls me a murderer. And if she ever dies it’s because of me. Constantly saying I give off murderer vibes. Because I’m a subhuman, they automatically assume a violent more aggressive nature from me, or that, I’m untrustworthy.
6th interaction my last one, because I’m tired of writing (but there is more so I might make a second thread)
• sigh…another female co worker of mine, decided to come up to me on my break, and she wanted for whatever reason to tell me about some drama happening between her and another co worker. It’s some random whore shit, typical teenage girl activity, she was upset that another co worker was trying to fuck a guy she was talking to. She’s showing me posts of it. And then she goes on a slight tangent, just exclaiming her annoyance to me that she wants his dick and she’s annoyed another girl does too…I don’t fucking know. Anyways she knows I’m a truecel so sex and intimacy is a very sensitive topic for me. I suspect she was just throwing all this in my face. She was talking about different guys she’s fucked and all this. It’s become clear to me that girls of my generation, are very different, there moral compasses and general emotional and personal intellect is completely, hedonistic, and hellish and worldly, it seems all these girls care about is sex, and what Chad they want to fuck next. No genuine personable traits are to be found. This is truly disturbing to me. Anyways the girl I suppose took it to a manager and started complaining. The girl I come to find out either quit or was fired. This is upsetting because she was the only person there that actually tried to speak to me, and wasn’t constantly shaming me and humiliating me, this is my only social environment right now, I was really hoping to make friends with her, but she’s gone now, now ive lost all hope.
7th interaction THIS IS MY LAST ONE
•as I was walking into work, a female co worker of mine who has shamed me same girl from MY SECOND INTERACTION. She decided when I walked into to say. Ugh why is he here. Hoping another male co worker of mine was coming in not me. I’ve done nothing to these foids and yet they treat me like THIS. I’m so tired of these interactions, I’m going to quit soon.
THESE ARE MY INTERACTIONS AS A SUBHUMAN TRUECEL. THIS IS MY LIFE. TRULY MISERABLE. I’m so alone.
My personal experiences so far I will be documenting down below
I’ve been facing constant shame and humiliation, from my female counterparts. They are all the same age as me.
1st interaction of cruelty |
•A female coworker got mad at me for being late on a order, anyways eventually I got the order finished, I decided I wanted to help, so I bagged the order myself, she didn’t know, but I thought she did anyways, she got really mad when I told her I already bagged it. She started being very vocal to her friends my other coworkers. And saying I’m an idiot and she hates that. I just turned my head in shame. She was being very vocal to everyone else but me though. She refused to acknowledge me or confront me about it personally, I don’t know if that makes it hurt more or not, if I was Chad she would’ve thanked me and praised me for my service.
2nd interaction |
• I’m on accutane currently so my skin is getting very dried out, anyways as I was standing around minding my business. I started having a tick in my face I make random movements with my face sometimes, anyways my female coworker saw this, and I heard her say “ew” my heart sunk I wasn’t sure if it was directed towards me. So I wanted to confirm my suspicions. So come next time I see her. I purposely do the face again. Sure enough she said “ew” again. Before turning and walking away. This one was brutal
(it only gets worse…)
3rd interaction |
• my Neurotypical male coworker, who is friends with all the girls there, makes it a thing to call me “Mr nonchalant” because i don’t speak ever, because I’m autistic and self conscience. Anyways he comes up to me, and we have a little small talk, eventually it leads to him asking me if I have ever had sex. I have nothing to hide so I admit it, hoping to receive solace and peace in case he aswell is a trucel like me, that didn’t happen. Anyways the girls flooded to the area, my other co workers. I was on break so. Anyways all my female coworkers walk over to us speaking, curious of what we are discussing. I’m horrified now, they can’t know are topic of discussion. That would be humiliating. Of course my co worker decides to open his mouth. Immediately confessing to all the foids, that I’m a truecel KHHV. They all stand their shocked. Questioning me on why… bitch I don’t fucking know why I don’t choose this life. Anyways they all start confessing their body counts. Sure enough they all state that none of them are virgins. Two of the girls being very vocal saying “oh my god that could never be me.” Practically confessing they can’t live without a dick Inside them. I’m the oldest there, so I felt so shamed. My fucking coworker outed me infront of all the girls. Even more humiliating. Was the reason they came over was because of my co worker not me, the second he left, all of them followed suit. I was left their all alone in my shame.
3rd interaction |
•I was idle off to the side, I was zoned out. Out of site from my coworkers. I assume they didn’t realize I was nearby. Anyways I hear the girls their talking, about me. Talking about how I’m quiet, they start exclamation. Saying how they are weirded by me, saying “he’s lowkey creepy.” “He’s weird.” I’m nearby so I’m hearing all of this. I’ve spoken to none of these people by the way. All I do is come in work and leave. I don’t know what about me being quiet, constitutes me as a weirdo. But i guess these NT fucking foids have never seen a quiet sensitive young man before. This really fucking hurt though, when I went on my break I started crying.
4th interaction |
•another co worker of mine decide to voice her opinion aloud to me again and everyone else. I was busy packed with orders, that I was doing. Anyways as I hand off the order. She says “eugh, they need lotion.” I forgot to properly moisturize before work because I running late. So my skin was all fucked. Because of accutane. Anyways why the fuck do you need to be vocal about that. I spent the rest of my fucking shift self conscious, and hiding my face. These girls are so fucking cruel it’s insane.
5th interaction |
• another female co worker who sometimes, works in kitchen with me. She was standing around talking to one of my co workers a male. She asks me a question, but I don’t hear the question so I ask her to repeat it, she repeats it once again I don’t know what she is saying, so I say hold on and I begin coming closer to her to hear what the fuck this bitch is saying. As I get closer she’s like “no don’t come over here.” And starts running away, physically running away I’m so fucking serious. I just stood there once again further humiliated, she was running because of my subhuman nature. It truly psychologically disturbed her. So she had to get away. Anyways I made it a point to ignore anything she says to me for the rest of the shift, because this upset me. And this bitch is fucking annoying. Anyways for the rest of my shift, she started putting stickers on my back, I felt someone poking me a couple times. But I thought it was an accident, anyways come end of my shift, someone tells me finally, that there are 20 fucking stickers on my back. I was truly humiliated again. She also makes it a point, to her other coworkers that I “look like a murderer.” Every shift she often calls me a murderer. And if she ever dies it’s because of me. Constantly saying I give off murderer vibes. Because I’m a subhuman, they automatically assume a violent more aggressive nature from me, or that, I’m untrustworthy.
6th interaction my last one, because I’m tired of writing (but there is more so I might make a second thread)
• sigh…another female co worker of mine, decided to come up to me on my break, and she wanted for whatever reason to tell me about some drama happening between her and another co worker. It’s some random whore shit, typical teenage girl activity, she was upset that another co worker was trying to fuck a guy she was talking to. She’s showing me posts of it. And then she goes on a slight tangent, just exclaiming her annoyance to me that she wants his dick and she’s annoyed another girl does too…I don’t fucking know. Anyways she knows I’m a truecel so sex and intimacy is a very sensitive topic for me. I suspect she was just throwing all this in my face. She was talking about different guys she’s fucked and all this. It’s become clear to me that girls of my generation, are very different, there moral compasses and general emotional and personal intellect is completely, hedonistic, and hellish and worldly, it seems all these girls care about is sex, and what Chad they want to fuck next. No genuine personable traits are to be found. This is truly disturbing to me. Anyways the girl I suppose took it to a manager and started complaining. The girl I come to find out either quit or was fired. This is upsetting because she was the only person there that actually tried to speak to me, and wasn’t constantly shaming me and humiliating me, this is my only social environment right now, I was really hoping to make friends with her, but she’s gone now, now ive lost all hope.
7th interaction THIS IS MY LAST ONE
•as I was walking into work, a female co worker of mine who has shamed me same girl from MY SECOND INTERACTION. She decided when I walked into to say. Ugh why is he here. Hoping another male co worker of mine was coming in not me. I’ve done nothing to these foids and yet they treat me like THIS. I’m so tired of these interactions, I’m going to quit soon.
THESE ARE MY INTERACTIONS AS A SUBHUMAN TRUECEL. THIS IS MY LIFE. TRULY MISERABLE. I’m so alone.
