Working on overcoming a rape trauma and started masturbating again. Had the best orgasm of my life last night. Feel like I’m starting to make progress

[Deleted member 13994]

I’ve had a lot of failed attempts since it happened. But last night I made a concerted effort to enjoy myself and my body and completely forgot about it for a little while. Bonus, my legs are so sore I can barely walk! Never knew that’s what it’s supposed to feel like. It’s been a long road and this feels like a big step and just wanted to share with someone other than my therapist.

Edit: Thank you everyone for the replies and support. Didn’t think I’d get so much attention to this post but it’s been so encouraging. For all those like me out there just keep going, baby steps if needed and don’t forget to masturbate.

 

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i wonder if he went through with his suicide?

 

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Spoiler, she masturbated thinking of her rapist

 

[BigJimsWornOutTires]

U can never get over a rape. Stop larping. Not a day goes by I don't think about the multiple groups of vaginas that raped me in the past. Even when I go shopping and I see two women chatting and they both suddenly stop talking and look at me. Ugh. Shivers run through me bones. I turn away, never looking back. Minutes later, I'm on the other side of the store. I now see those two women with another woman chatting. Once again, they stop and look at me. Ugh. I quickly leave the store pushing my basket and having to avoid checkout. Then I can feel them behind me. So I start pushing faster. Finally, I get to my truck and toss everything into the back and take off as I see them in the rearview mirror on their walkie-talkies. Probably aborting the gang rape. "Ladies, it's a no-go. I repeat. A no-go. He left. Sorry girls. Maybe next time."

 

[Deleted member 13994]

U can never get over a rape. Stop larping. Not a day goes by I don't think about the multiple groups of vaginas that raped me in the past. Even when I go shopping and I see two women chatting and they both suddenly stop talking and look at me. Ugh. Shivers run through me bones. I turn away, never looking back. Minutes later, I'm on the other side of the store. I now see those two women with another woman chatting. Once again, they stop and look at me. Ugh. I quickly leave the store pushing my basket and having to avoid checkout. Then I can feel them behind me. So I start pushing faster. Finally, I get to my truck and toss everything into the back and take off as I see them in the rearview mirror on their walkie-talkies. Probably aborting the gang rape. "Ladies, it's a no-go. I repeat. A no-go. He left. Sorry girls. Maybe next time."

pls