Worse than feeling suicidal

[Deleted member 48352]

Is when you are horrified by suicide. At least if you feel suicidal you have an escape. I feel trapped in life, I don’t understand anything and my perception of the worldis constantly changeing. I don’t want to die but I cannot derive enjoyment out of activities (anhedonia) and whenever I do feel emotions it only hurts me.

 

[PLA1092]

You have to learn to live in the moment and enjoy LDAR copes boyo. No other way

 

[Deleted member 48352]

You have to learn to live in the moment and enjoy LDAR copes boyo. No other way

I’ll probably be quitting work so I can copemax. Even if less productive my mental health is too bad I can barely manage going to work it’s over

 

[wsada]

I wanna kill myself but I don't wanna

 

[Deleted member 48352]

I wanna kill myself but I don't wanna

Killing ypursef is cucked and almost never the right decision for you

If you seriously would kill yourself might as well do something very risky instead

 

[gooner23]

think your just in a teenage phase bruh it will roll over, suicide is only bad if you don't have the emotions for it, if you straight up dont have anxiety or anything its basically a death sentence. Your just full of emotions due to hormones

 

[Deleted member 48352]

think your just in a teenage phase bruh it will roll over, suicide is only bad if you don't have the emotions for it, if you straight up dont have anxiety or anything its basically a death sentence. Your just full of emotions due to hormones

Cope, I’ve felt like this since I was 7 so it’s not because teenager. I’m not full of emotions I have no emotions. I never feel happy, just fake it, I never even cry, just feel sad skmwtimes.

 

[gooner23]

Cope, I’ve felt like this since I was 7 so it’s not because teenager. I’m not full of emotions I have no emotions. I never feel happy, just fake it, I never even cry, just feel sad skmwtimes.

i mean literally same ... your growing your full of hormones, when i hit 20 i don't really get angry any more at things

 

[gooner23]

Cope, I’ve felt like this since I was 7 so it’s not because teenager. I’m not full of emotions I have no emotions. I never feel happy, just fake it, I never even cry, just feel sad skmwtimes.

kids literally cry all the time for 0 reason at all

 

[Deleted member 48352]

think your just in a teenage phase bruh it will roll over, suicide is only bad if you don't have the emotions for it, if you straight up dont have anxiety or anything its basically a death sentence. Your just full of emotions due to hormones

The whole hormones teenager thing I’m skeptical of, doesn’t really make sense.

 

[Deleted member 48352]

i mean literally same ... your growing your full of hormones, when i hit 20 i don't really get angry any more at things

I don’t really get angry. I’m pretty chill.

 

[gooner23]

The whole hormones teenager thing I’m skeptical of, doesn’t really make sense.

i thought that too, your a teenager you won't realize it, i use to rage at every little thing when i was 15-16 but nowadays i dont

 

[gooner23]

I don’t really get angry. I’m pretty chill.

from your posts you don't sound chill at all, what im saying is that you just don't realize it

 

[finn899]

you need adderal to feel more alive,druggmaxx is the only way out for you to feel better again,you sound disconnected more then anything

 

[gooner23]

you need adderal to feel more alive,druggmaxx is the only way out for you to feel better again,you sound disconnected more then anything

don't think he has an attention span issue if he really needs it take modafanil or phenibut but he just seems to be in puberty and not eating enough probably last time i heard he was like a pretty low weight for his height

 

[Deleted member 48352]

i thought that too, your a teenager you won't realize it, i use to rage at every little thing when i was 15-16 but nowadays i dont

Teenagers don’t rage. Because hormones

I don’t even rage I just feel dead inside

 

[gooner23]

Teenagers don’t rage. Because hormones

I don’t even rage I just feel dead inside

you say that but every teenager on this forum tends to feel the exact same way, and 3-4 years ago i was exactly the same i don't understand. When i altered my hormones, i felt depressed and mute