dipenhydramine
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yap time
when i was a little kid i used to hear a voice in my head callled jason
he was like a fully grown man n shit and told me to drop all my friends
eventually he started telling me to stab people with scissors etc
once in class i wrote a disturbing story and had to talk to a therapist
ofc i lied to her and when she turned around he kept telling me to stab her with a pencil so i stopped interacting with him and he faded away
i was like 5-8 when this was happening
when i was a bit older from like 7-11 i would lay awake all night becaues i would imagine people in my room
i also would cry under my sheets all night becaues i felt someone leaning over me when i slept
i would be to scared to move so i would lay there for hours on end
it got to the point where if i did sleep it would be a trauma inducing nightmare and id wake up in pure fear and have the same shit
eventually faded away but that was fucked up
one time i was sat downstairs playing ps3 in living room
dad was at work and mum was with siblings playing outside in back garden
i heard her shouting me from her bedroom
as i was getting up to go to her i saw her in the back garden
i just got up and sat in the back garden with them
i have a lot of fakeish memories
i remember one time going into my parents room and my dad was gone and it was like 3am ish
my mum was sat staring into the wardrobe and told me its all over
i woke up sat on my chair in the morning and they had no memory of it
i think most of these issues have gone now but i was close to being a very fucked up kid
when i was a little kid i used to hear a voice in my head callled jason
he was like a fully grown man n shit and told me to drop all my friends
eventually he started telling me to stab people with scissors etc
once in class i wrote a disturbing story and had to talk to a therapist
ofc i lied to her and when she turned around he kept telling me to stab her with a pencil so i stopped interacting with him and he faded away
i was like 5-8 when this was happening
when i was a bit older from like 7-11 i would lay awake all night becaues i would imagine people in my room
i also would cry under my sheets all night becaues i felt someone leaning over me when i slept
i would be to scared to move so i would lay there for hours on end
it got to the point where if i did sleep it would be a trauma inducing nightmare and id wake up in pure fear and have the same shit
eventually faded away but that was fucked up
one time i was sat downstairs playing ps3 in living room
dad was at work and mum was with siblings playing outside in back garden
i heard her shouting me from her bedroom
as i was getting up to go to her i saw her in the back garden
i just got up and sat in the back garden with them
i have a lot of fakeish memories
i remember one time going into my parents room and my dad was gone and it was like 3am ish
my mum was sat staring into the wardrobe and told me its all over
i woke up sat on my chair in the morning and they had no memory of it
i think most of these issues have gone now but i was close to being a very fucked up kid
