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uglysub8male
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I go back and fourth on the idea of paying a prostitute. I look at an escort site sometimes to check out some of the women I could potentially have sex with once I had enough money. I then say to myself ”fuck it, I’ll never have sex with any woman this hot any other way” and I’m excited about it. But just a few hours later I’m back to wanting something REAL or nothing at all despite knowing how hopeless that is for me in today’s world. I wish I could stick to one decision or the other but I always end up deciding against it. I can’t imagine myself being happy thinking back on the first time I had sex and it was with a woman I had to pay for and who wouldn’t even remember me. I wouldn’t be able to even show pictures of the girl to anyone and brag about fucking her because I’ll always know that she was a prostitute and it’s likely the guy I brag to would know too since I’m a sub 5 who fucked a model tier foid