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HHNzero1
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I’m going to turn 18 in 7 months and throughout my whole life and every woman I have talked to there’s always her that comes back. We never dated and I doubt she ever liked me back. I’ve known her since kindergarten and she’s been the one I want since. Her creativity blossoms and it’s like since she was born she does t care about being judged and is so free in being herself it inspires me to be my own person. Her laugh has this contagious effect that puts me into a trance and makes me just feel her projecting joy. I know that if I had the chance I would treat her right and change in a growing manner for her, but I know I’m a bad man and even though I try to be a good person it still feels like I’m further and further from ever even getting the chance of being someone important in her life and it still always feels like I will never date her. As we have grown through highschool it only feels like the few conversations we have are more awkward and awkward. I hate it. I wish I could be free to her. I wish I just had a chance to. But I never will
