Sven
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That time (and many other times) I embarrassed myself in college in-front of my tutor and the class because of how high cortisol and low T I used to be.
The fact that I was beaten up, concussed, humiliated, financially exploited, ridiculed, made fun of and so traumatised I was put into a dissociative fawning state for almost a year.
Saying retarded embarrassing shit to people on Snapchat and my Snapchat story when I was in psychosis because of the cognitively impaired and highly stressed state I was in.
The times I uncontrollably vented to people who don’t even like me about embarrassing personal stuff like a retard because I had no other outlet.
The time I cried like a kid as a grown ahh 20 year old man infront of two females.
How messy the kitchen is right now.
My life good now but it used to be like Frank Tufanos. I just uncontrollably stress about the past sometimes probably cuz I’ve had nowhere to release it so I’m releasing it here.
The fact that I was beaten up, concussed, humiliated, financially exploited, ridiculed, made fun of and so traumatised I was put into a dissociative fawning state for almost a year.
Saying retarded embarrassing shit to people on Snapchat and my Snapchat story when I was in psychosis because of the cognitively impaired and highly stressed state I was in.
The times I uncontrollably vented to people who don’t even like me about embarrassing personal stuff like a retard because I had no other outlet.
The time I cried like a kid as a grown ahh 20 year old man infront of two females.
How messy the kitchen is right now.
My life good now but it used to be like Frank Tufanos. I just uncontrollably stress about the past sometimes probably cuz I’ve had nowhere to release it so I’m releasing it here.
