n3vio
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I don’t expect anyone to reply to this thread I just need to get this off my chest rq.
It started when I woke up for school like usual. I went through my normal routine and got dressed, but then my dad called me over. He told me to take the height boosters out of my shoes because it was “pathetic” and said I was insecure for wearing them.ofc I didn’t listen. I just went back to my room, put my shoes on and tried to ignore it.
After that, he kept telling me to unlock my door. When I finally did, he started screaming at me like really fucking screaming and demanded I give him the height boosters or he’d hit me. I was so confused. He’s never threatened to hit me before or anything like that. Then he grabbed the height boosters and threw them at me as hard as he could. I couldn’t believe how fast things escalated.
He kept yelling at me, calling me slurs, and going off for several more minutes. Then we got in the car, and that’s when it really fucking escalated. He knows I’m into improving my appearance, and he knows about things I do like bonesmashing and other stuff like that. He also has heart issues, and honestly, it felt like he let all his anger out on me in that car. After about ten more minutes of yelling, he started hitting the window multiple times and then suddenly began crying.
I’ve never seen my dad cry before. It honestly broke my heart. At the same time, I still couldn’t understand why he was so upset with me. I’m just trying to improve how I look it’s not like I’m doing cocaine or something. In that moment, I felt really sorry for him because it seemed like he hated his life.
He dropped me off at school, but it turned out school was closed because of how much it snowed overnight. So we went back home, and he left for work.
I don’t really know how to feel about all of this. On one hand, I feel like the worst son ever. On the other hand, I still don’t understand why he got so upset so suddenly.
I just hope things get better.
It started when I woke up for school like usual. I went through my normal routine and got dressed, but then my dad called me over. He told me to take the height boosters out of my shoes because it was “pathetic” and said I was insecure for wearing them.ofc I didn’t listen. I just went back to my room, put my shoes on and tried to ignore it.
After that, he kept telling me to unlock my door. When I finally did, he started screaming at me like really fucking screaming and demanded I give him the height boosters or he’d hit me. I was so confused. He’s never threatened to hit me before or anything like that. Then he grabbed the height boosters and threw them at me as hard as he could. I couldn’t believe how fast things escalated.
He kept yelling at me, calling me slurs, and going off for several more minutes. Then we got in the car, and that’s when it really fucking escalated. He knows I’m into improving my appearance, and he knows about things I do like bonesmashing and other stuff like that. He also has heart issues, and honestly, it felt like he let all his anger out on me in that car. After about ten more minutes of yelling, he started hitting the window multiple times and then suddenly began crying.
I’ve never seen my dad cry before. It honestly broke my heart. At the same time, I still couldn’t understand why he was so upset with me. I’m just trying to improve how I look it’s not like I’m doing cocaine or something. In that moment, I felt really sorry for him because it seemed like he hated his life.
He dropped me off at school, but it turned out school was closed because of how much it snowed overnight. So we went back home, and he left for work.
I don’t really know how to feel about all of this. On one hand, I feel like the worst son ever. On the other hand, I still don’t understand why he got so upset so suddenly.
I just hope things get better.
