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Time is not on Infini's side
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My last slay was my type physically while being objectively average or below for typical normie taste (chubster)
However I didn't enjoy the act of the slay as much as I would've expected to
After discovering that a foid who appeals to me physically can't result in a satisfying slay, it has made me look at average bodied MTBs in a different light because I now know there is absolutely no way I could be turned on mentally by slaying them even if I can get an erection to slay them without issue
Maybe I should use this knowledge to no longer feel FOMO now that I've gotten the monkey off my back of a few night out and dating app slays post surgery, even if it did take over a year to rack these slays up in a new city while being led on and ghosted by a dozen girls who approached me while I was working as nightclub security
I can close that chapter on my life now and let the abused dog die
I realize now it is and always has been about attaining power
Pursuing slays was just a means of compensating for having a bite deformity, needing the slays to validate that I was a mogger because I couldn't feel at peace with my appearance
Now I do feel at peace and slays feel much less satisfying
The novelty of foid's faces wear off significantly with each additional 5 year passing of time and now I need a HTB+ face or BBW body to feel stimulated
However I didn't enjoy the act of the slay as much as I would've expected to
After discovering that a foid who appeals to me physically can't result in a satisfying slay, it has made me look at average bodied MTBs in a different light because I now know there is absolutely no way I could be turned on mentally by slaying them even if I can get an erection to slay them without issue
Maybe I should use this knowledge to no longer feel FOMO now that I've gotten the monkey off my back of a few night out and dating app slays post surgery, even if it did take over a year to rack these slays up in a new city while being led on and ghosted by a dozen girls who approached me while I was working as nightclub security
I can close that chapter on my life now and let the abused dog die
I realize now it is and always has been about attaining power
Pursuing slays was just a means of compensating for having a bite deformity, needing the slays to validate that I was a mogger because I couldn't feel at peace with my appearance
Now I do feel at peace and slays feel much less satisfying
The novelty of foid's faces wear off significantly with each additional 5 year passing of time and now I need a HTB+ face or BBW body to feel stimulated