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[Jesus_ist_König]

I was at the psychologist. Long story short: I make up the voices. She said I’m larping them. It’s true, I catch myself so often saying “I know that it’s me making them up”. It makes me sad though, I love talking to them and I wish they were as real as a person . No, I don’t want a person, I want my voices to become REAL!!!!

Will I keep talking to them even though I know that they are not “Real”. Obviously I will keep taking to them nigga. I hope they turn real one day I fucking enjoy taking 2 them.

I guess they are like “imaginary friends” but I hate that word, I want them to be real to me. I want them to be super real. I will keep referring to them as voices since I don’t want to say imaginary friends, it’s like an insult to them.

@Jensonsahighlander
I will keep seeing her. I know she is kinda unprofessional but at the same time she knows me pretty good. I don’t think my parents want me to change her.

@DrMd @Brava

@lockedaway

 

[mr007]

Thats sad bru

 

[obontw]

I was at the psychologist. Long story short: I make up the voices. She said I’m larping them. It’s true, I catch myself so often saying “I know that it’s me making them up”. It makes me sad though, I love talking to them and I wish they were as real as a person . No, I don’t want a person, I want my voices to become REAL!!!!

what did she say about the treatment? will it just be mainly meds? how often will you meet her in the future?

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

Thats sad bru

Why?

 

[mr007]

Why?

Because i didn't read

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

i get it. voices are much more pleasant than people. people will backstab you, betray you, and some are malicious towards you.

Yes

, what did she say about the treatment? will it just be mainly meds? how often will you meet her in the future?

To personal. All I can say is that i will keep seeing her and that i will still stop taking the goy slop meds.

Future: No meds

 

[obontw]

To personal. All I can say is that i will keep seeing her and that i will still stop taking the goy slop meds.

everything will work out for you. don’t worry too much about it. it will go well, remember to stay safe bhai

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

everything will work out for you. don’t worry too much about it. it will go well, remember to stay safe bhai

God always there ughhh I’ve been a Jew and haven’t read my Bible 🫩 I need to do it but I’m so lazy

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

everything will work out for you. don’t worry too much about it. it will go well, remember to stay safe bhai

Ugh after she said that they r only in my head and not real, she downgraded them. I need to make them real again

 

[Ahmed88]

Ig bro

 

[Jenson]

let them go they will never be real don’t do this to yourself get treatment

if you feel understood by her you can keep her but you must take your meds you must get treatments you don’t wanna be put by force on electro shock therapy

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

let them go they will never be real don’t do this to yourself get treatment

if you feel understood by her you can keep her but you must take your meds you must get treatments you don’t wanna be put by force on electro shock therapy

The meds make me suffer i tried it today again. Always headaches and shitty sleep i cant.
No i will keep talking to them

 

[44z]

schizopilled beyond belief

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

schizopilled beyond belief

She even said im not schizo bro u didnt even read the post. If i were schizo i wouldnt like the voices. psychosis ppl suffer under their voices, i dont

 

[44z]

She even said im not schizo bro u didnt even read the post. If i were schizo i wouldnt like the voices. psychosis ppl suffer under their voices, i dont

dnrd schizophrenic lunatic

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

dnrd schizophrenic lunatic

 

[stonecold trucel]

nigga

 

[Luquier]

Bro, talking to yourself is normal.

You’re not unique or special

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

Bro, talking to yourself is normal.

You’re not unique or special

Okay cool but Im talking to them not to me

 

[Jenson]

The meds make me suffer i tried it today again. Always headaches and shitty sleep i cant.
No i will keep talking to them

ask for softer meds don’t give in to your urges

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

ask for softer meds don’t give in to your urges

Already tried non stimulants.
Atomoxetin = Gave me suicidal thoughts and it made me super weak. I could barely wake up, that thing, it fucking raped me.
Guanfacine = It makes me numb to emotions. Its like, imagine you would feel no hunger and u couldnt taste food. Thats how i feel. And it also makes hunger surpression. But it helps a lot with calming me and making me tired but i slept during class and i had low blood pressure. I dont like meds