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i've come to accept that i'm the clown, im there to make others laugh, to ask how your day is going, but nobody will ask how mine is. im strangely ok with this. If I can make someone feel better, it makes me feel better. I don't want anyone to feel the way I do. I wouldn't wish this apron my worst enemy, the empty feeling. The fact that at the end of the day, I don't have someone to lay my head next to. I had a rough life. I've watched too many people leave, change, move on from me. It hurts that I have gone through so much betrayal. But that's how I know to cheer them up. I can't cry. I can't show any faultering or weakness because the second I show how I feel, I no longer become the clown, I become another person.
Thoughts?
@kjsbdfiusdf @looksmaxxer234 @Adriana Lima @Toska @MarstonAlloy @ReignsChad @Toodlydood @thecel @IWILLMAKEIT
@turkproducer @MyAssStinksLikeShit @changcel @BIGDICCJIM @Be_ConfidentBro @Lmao @realklay11 @SubhumanCurrycel @Monk @Chadeep
Thoughts?
@kjsbdfiusdf @looksmaxxer234 @Adriana Lima @Toska @MarstonAlloy @ReignsChad @Toodlydood @thecel @IWILLMAKEIT
@turkproducer @MyAssStinksLikeShit @changcel @BIGDICCJIM @Be_ConfidentBro @Lmao @realklay11 @SubhumanCurrycel @Monk @Chadeep