Yesterday

[Jesus_ist_König]

It was again at night after and i was angry at myself for LDARing in offtopic all day. So voice 1 told me to get the fuck ass big kitchen knife, but this time I could resist her. I don’t know why, it always happens at night.

Today I took new adhd meds again but I have headache. Strong headache and the voices are not real, I don’t like i want them to be real.

I’d rather have brain fog and my voices than high iq and no voices. I don’t like meds. They are goy slop.

@lockedaway

 

[obontw]

do those voices go away when you tell them to? do the adhd meds help? how many of them are there, like 3?

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

do those voices go away when you tell them to? do the adhd meds help? how many of them are there, like 3?

Created voice 1 on my own since I wanted an imaginary friend. Sadly I don’t have hyperphantasia so I only hear them. Weeks after voice 2 and 3 slid into my life on their own.
Most of the time I know it’s me talking to myself and they don’t appear real but sometimes I’m in flow state and they get realer.

I don’t know, the adhd meds make them go away sadly but I think I get a rebound effect at night and then they get super real

@true_subhuman_here still knows when I tried to make an imaginary friend

 

[obontw]

Created voice 1 on my own since I wanted an imaginary friend. Sadly I don’t have hyperphantasia so I only hear them. Weeks after voice 2 and 3 slid into my life on their own.
Most of the time I know it’s me talking to myself and they don’t appear real but sometimes I’m in flow state and they get realer.

im sorry to hear bhai i know they aren’t real, but i hope “they” are nice, at least? very concerned about the voice that told you to get a knife? did they tell you to do something to yourself? that’s very dangerous

I don’t know, the adhd meds make them go away sadly but I think I get a rebound effect at night and then they get super real

how do you feel while being on adhd meds? do you get brain fog? does it make you feel better mentally, or worse?

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

im sorry to hear bhai i know they aren’t real, but i hope “they” are nice, at least? very concerned about the voice that told you to get a knife? did they tell you to do something to yourself? that’s very dangerous

Wtf no I love the voices they r my friends
Only one of em insults me always but the other 2 are chill

how do you feel while being on adhd meds? do you get brain fog? does it make you feel better mentally, or worse?

I hate adhd meds. Took them all my life but now since 2 years the side effects are to harsh. 4h sleep and headaches

 

[obontw]

Wtf no I love the voices they r my friends
Only one of em insults me always but the other 2 are chill

do they usually come at night? or also during the day

I hate adhd meds. Took them all my life but now since 2 years the side effects are to harsh. 4h sleep and headaches

those are the side effects of adhd meds sadly. does it make you get less sleep and more “hyperactive”? i would be very annoyed during the day if i don’t get enough sleep, or maybe it’s the thoughts/voices which come at night that interfere with your sleep?

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

do they usually come at night? or also during the day

those are the side effects of adhd meds sadly. does it make you get less sleep and more “hyperactive”? i would be very annoyed during the day if i don’t get enough sleep, or maybe it’s the thoughts/voices which come at night that interfere with your sleep?

ADHD meds = better concentration but side effects

Voices = good, best friends, respond when I talk 2 them