ugly_man
SPITEFUL MUTANT (human refuted)
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I was always a little slow so I would memorize facts about history and philosophy and science so I could seem smart. So I tried to build up a reputation over time as the weird smart kid and not the retard that I really was. It seems to be going all right when I was 16 years old even though I had some weird dumb political beliefs like being a maoist. Then at age 17 I slowly dropped it. And for whatever reason around the same time my brain started to fry and my memory and mental function started to go haywire so it became more and more difficult to pretend. I tried talking to the doctor and he doesn't take me serious and my boomer parents freak out and time might bring up my dilemma. I looked into possibly being low t. Especially considering that looks young and I tried working out and it did not get results but again the same thing kind of happened. I doubt I could retain any information on this video but for the short time being it made me feel pretty good. Most days I I desire to die, and death will flee from me. I doubt anyone would read this so yeah but thank you
