Vitruvian
Fatherless World
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I have been through it all.
- bad relationship with parents. hatred and resentment for lack of communication and understanding
- virgin till 22, mentally destroyed by social norms of sex and attention
- sex sep 2019.
- make girlfriend out of desperation
- unhealthy relationship between 2 dysfunctional people
- breakup jan 2021, she cheated
All of this happened out of my own insecurity, self hatred, and self-imposed depression. Think about your situation, if you dislike your parents, ask yourself why? what have they done so wrong that it has shattered the unconditional love between you two? why can't you forgive them? Are you so prideful and hateful and morally superior and perfect that you can't forgive your own parents?
I wanted a girl because I was insecure. I wanted to feel like I was important and had value. We are all insecure with ourselves. We seek the attention to distract us, running away from the real problem. Self- hatred. feeling like we are never good.
Sex: an important act you share with a person you are meant to love. A pleasure that has become so toxic to society, people throwing themselves around as fast as text messages can be sent. And in the process, destroying their psychology and ability to bond and have a meaningful relationship with the person they will one day call: Wife, or Husband.
50%. Think about that number, 50% of marriages = divorces. and even more if its a second or third marriage.
I learned this through Monkmode: Discipline is the core of religion. Self-control is the core of success and happiness.
There is nothing greater in this life than self-control, and the ability to decide what direction and what decisions are best for you.
If you feel empty, if you feel lust, if you are constantly being moved and shaped by others online, or offline, you are not in control. Your mind is being lured by the dopamine and unhealthy craving of meaningless temporary extacy.
There is no greater extacy than love for self, and love for god and love for your neighbour. Ask for forgiveness, and you will recieve. stop your cycle of self-destruction. stop associating with destructive people. stop watching destruction porn. stop following destruction news. stop hanging out with people who want worse for you and for the community.
live through god. everyday. god bless you all, and I hope you can be fullfilled.
