Squirtoutmabooty
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every day, i hear you tell me how broad my shoulders are. how nice my calves are. how sexy i am. how i've lost so much weight that you don't recognize me. you appreciate me. that you wouldn't know what to do without me. i'm steady, i'm capable. you're grateful that I accepted the responsibility of being the sole income. you didn't like working, you couldn't get along with anyone. you just became depressed when the idea of finding a new job daunted you.
you've worked less than 6 months in the last 20 years. it wasn't for you. you loved being a house wife, that's all you wanted. I didn't know that until we were married for 2 years and you couldn't keep a job. i took care of it to keep you happy. i don't know why you went to graduate school, our agreement was that you'd finish both your programs and then I'd go back. you wouldn't work during the programs. if I'd known about your absolute desire to not work, we wouldn't have dated, let alone married.
when our trouble started, you trickled it out. it started with i was asking for too much. so I didn't ask. after a few years of not asking, not pushing, you became comfortable. when I told you i needed more, you became waspish. you put nothing into our intimacy, demanded i pickup your slack and I did. when I asked for help, you told me I should just know what to do. that I needed to be more manly. that's when you started insisting that I was either porn addicted or gay, or both. I'm neither.
When menopause started, you announced that you weren't interested, but were responsive. all I had to do was just turn you on. what you didn't tell me is that you've faked every encounter that we had, not just your orgasm, but any pleasure. you don't like the way I touch. you don't like the way I kiss. i spent too many years trying with 0 feedback about anything from you. just more lies or arguments about why i'm not adequate.
i get it. the only aspect that you like about me is that payday is Friday. we're one missed check from a divorce it feels like. you're an introvert.
now, you want to be chaste. but you won't divorce. your investment in my homosexuality is stronger than it ever has. you can't fathom that I'm no longer interested in you. we're not young. I've spent more than 10 years breaking against you. i have vapor lock. it feels like I can't change.I will never believe a woman is interested in me again.
you ask me every day if I would like ice cream. I've told you I never want ice cream. its your way of telling me that you want me to go fetch. I've always known this. you periodically ask "if I would wish to make love". i've always taken this as the same request as the ice cream. you became very upset that I said no the other night. we've both acknowledged that there's no sexual attraction to each other anymore. i don't know why you offered, thinking i would take you up on it. but at least you offered. .
the worst part, a new fellow was courting you recently. you accepted his small tokens. when he showed while we working outside, you failed to introduce me as your husband. when I commented on it, you claim i was misinterpreting it, and just jealous for no reason.
I give up. i can't believe i would tolerate a roommate like this. at least i have the puppy, she seems to like me.
you've worked less than 6 months in the last 20 years. it wasn't for you. you loved being a house wife, that's all you wanted. I didn't know that until we were married for 2 years and you couldn't keep a job. i took care of it to keep you happy. i don't know why you went to graduate school, our agreement was that you'd finish both your programs and then I'd go back. you wouldn't work during the programs. if I'd known about your absolute desire to not work, we wouldn't have dated, let alone married.
when our trouble started, you trickled it out. it started with i was asking for too much. so I didn't ask. after a few years of not asking, not pushing, you became comfortable. when I told you i needed more, you became waspish. you put nothing into our intimacy, demanded i pickup your slack and I did. when I asked for help, you told me I should just know what to do. that I needed to be more manly. that's when you started insisting that I was either porn addicted or gay, or both. I'm neither.
When menopause started, you announced that you weren't interested, but were responsive. all I had to do was just turn you on. what you didn't tell me is that you've faked every encounter that we had, not just your orgasm, but any pleasure. you don't like the way I touch. you don't like the way I kiss. i spent too many years trying with 0 feedback about anything from you. just more lies or arguments about why i'm not adequate.
i get it. the only aspect that you like about me is that payday is Friday. we're one missed check from a divorce it feels like. you're an introvert.
now, you want to be chaste. but you won't divorce. your investment in my homosexuality is stronger than it ever has. you can't fathom that I'm no longer interested in you. we're not young. I've spent more than 10 years breaking against you. i have vapor lock. it feels like I can't change.I will never believe a woman is interested in me again.
you ask me every day if I would like ice cream. I've told you I never want ice cream. its your way of telling me that you want me to go fetch. I've always known this. you periodically ask "if I would wish to make love". i've always taken this as the same request as the ice cream. you became very upset that I said no the other night. we've both acknowledged that there's no sexual attraction to each other anymore. i don't know why you offered, thinking i would take you up on it. but at least you offered. .
the worst part, a new fellow was courting you recently. you accepted his small tokens. when he showed while we working outside, you failed to introduce me as your husband. when I commented on it, you claim i was misinterpreting it, and just jealous for no reason.
I give up. i can't believe i would tolerate a roommate like this. at least i have the puppy, she seems to like me.
