Liferuiner
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It just does, songs are supposed to guide you to dreamland not some place where you're calling yourself a horrible person for not liking the way someone looks
Whenever I play a song in public I make sure it's on a big screen so the artist (good looking) is shown, whenever it's just the music and it's me, I usually get super self conscious and start sweating intensely to a point where I eventually quit in a few minutes because of the intense silence and weird vibes in the room or in public
So yeah I never enjoy playing songs in public around people it's always them judging me, it's as if they're mocking me telling me, "Oh so you think you're that" and obviously I'm not but it's easier to be delusional and enjoy things alone, when people come they always compare you, "Oh so you think you're like this good looking artist that's making millions, gotta break the truth to you in a second" and my day's ruined
I can't enjoy things around people they just get mad because of my face
When I'm alone I can actually enjoy things and feel like I'm the guy that does this shit written in a song etc.
Whenever I play a song in public I make sure it's on a big screen so the artist (good looking) is shown, whenever it's just the music and it's me, I usually get super self conscious and start sweating intensely to a point where I eventually quit in a few minutes because of the intense silence and weird vibes in the room or in public
So yeah I never enjoy playing songs in public around people it's always them judging me, it's as if they're mocking me telling me, "Oh so you think you're that" and obviously I'm not but it's easier to be delusional and enjoy things alone, when people come they always compare you, "Oh so you think you're like this good looking artist that's making millions, gotta break the truth to you in a second" and my day's ruined
I can't enjoy things around people they just get mad because of my face
When I'm alone I can actually enjoy things and feel like I'm the guy that does this shit written in a song etc.