You ever feel disgusted to be human

[H72]

I feel this constantly and I don't know if its just me but the thought that I am imperfect and can be the same species as some other people

This gos for the same with my sex organs I hate the thought one day to commit my biological cycle I have such a hatred for anything sexual yet im completely consumed by it

Im going to kill myself

 

[chang cypionate]

Just you mate

 

[H72]

Just you mate

good to know

 

[petsmart]

Yeah ur a retard

 

[starzy]

The fuck else are you supposed to be?

 

[H72]

Yeah ur a retard

This just a me problem

 

[H72]

The fuck else are you supposed to be?

its not the fact im human its that I have to share being human with others

 

[hotlesbianfoidsex]

I feel this constantly and I don't know if its just me but the thought that I am imperfect and can be the same species as some other people

This gos for the same with my sex organs I hate the thought one day to commit my biological cycle I have such a hatred for anything sexual yet im completely consumed by it

Im going to kill myself

Only the second part i jerk off alot but get disgusted at the thought of sex

 

[arkzy7]

I feel this constantly and I don't know if its just me but the thought that I am imperfect and can be the same species as some other people

This gos for the same with my sex organs I hate the thought one day to commit my biological cycle I have such a hatred for anything sexual yet im completely consumed by it

Im going to kill myself

Yeah no one can relate

 

[H72]

Only the second part i jerk off alot but get disgusted at the thought of sex

same I jerk off to much which I hate but now the thought laying with I girl I actually vomit

 

[LoveTheWayYouLie]

its not the fact im human its that I have to share being human with others

I kinda get this. being a human feels awful when you’re one in a couple billion. If I was the only human, or even one in a few hundred, it would feel better

 

[ghoulmania]

last summer i had weird feelings about the thought of ceasing to exist after death, it eventually lead to me dreaming about myself actually dying (skipped years into the future dying as a NEET) and blacking out, once I woke up I puked was really fucked up. this summer when I slept and the heat was unbearable I felt like an insect waiting to be crushed, it's really weird to explain but it's like I'm disgusted by it, might be going schizo tho

 

[ngaslayer]

I feel this constantly and I don't know if its just me but the thought that I am imperfect and can be the same species as some other people

This gos for the same with my sex organs I hate the thought one day to commit my biological cycle I have such a hatred for anything sexual yet im completely consumed by it

Im going to kill myself

Only u pal

 

[H72]

I kinda get this. being a human feels awful when you’re one in a couple billion. If I was the only human, or even one in a few hundred, it would feel better

Not the numbers really its the amount of terrible things I see others do for fun money pleasure

 

[H72]

last summer i had weird feelings about the thought of ceasing to exist after death, it eventually lead to me dreaming about myself actually dying (skipped years into the future dying as a NEET) and blacking out, once I woke up I puked was really fucked up. this summer when I slept and the heat was unbearable I felt like an insect waiting to be crushed, it's really weird to explain but it's like I'm disgusted by it, might be going schizo tho

Have a few dreams after I drink heavy were I lose everything and just kill myself and I wake up choking on my vomit

 

[ghoulmania]

Only the second part i jerk off alot but get disgusted at the thought of sex

same I jerk off to much which I hate but now the thought laying with I girl I actually vomit

kinda experienced the same shit, once I shaved my dick hairs and it felt weird having a dick we're supposed to be angels typeshit

 

[ghoulmania]

kinda experienced the same shit, once I shaved my dick hairs and it felt weird having a dick we're supposed to be angels typeshit

it sounds retarded ok? I was 14

 

[H72]

kinda experienced the same shit, once I shaved my dick hairs and it felt weird having a dick we're supposed to be angels typeshit

The thought of having a dick after jerking off for so long has completely mentally fucked me into a regressive state

 

[H72]

it sounds retarded ok? I was 14

I understand what you mean

 

[ghoulmania]

The thought of having a dick after jerking off for so long has completely mentally fucked me into a regressive state

porn is a psyop made to dehumanize young men

 

[H72]

porn is a psyop made to dehumanize young men

Its fully worked my entire life has gone into a downward spiral I cant even see a girl in a non-sexual manor and I cant tell anyone because thats fucked up

 

[ghoulmania]

Its fully worked my entire life has gone into a downward spiral I cant even see a girl in a non-sexual manor and I cant tell anyone because thats fucked up

quit now that's the best course of action, the nofap community might be filled with schizo mystic mfs but it lets you break free from this bs

 

[H72]

quit now that's the best course of action, the nofap community might be filled with schizo mystic mfs but it lets you break free from this bs

Been trying to quit my entire life I recently went for the first time in 7 years without jerking off for a day if I dont jerk off like multiple times when im home I fully hallucinate and become retarded I cant explain it but my body and mind go like fully comatose

 

[ghoulmania]

Been trying to quit my entire life I recently went for the first time in 7 years without jerking off for a day if I dont jerk off like multiple times when im home I fully hallucinate and become retarded I cant explain it but my body and mind go like fully comatose

jews done infiltrated your brain matter

 

[H72]

jews done infiltrated your brain matter

told you man my lifes over half my threads are an emotional opening before I almost kill myself

 

[ghoulmania]

told you man my lifes over half my threads are an emotional opening before I almost kill myself

just try man occupy your time with something else, talk with family to waste time and not turn to that shit. also most women on it are disgusting deformed sloots

 

[H72]

just try man occupy your time with something else, talk with family to waste time and not turn to that shit. also most women on it are disgusting deformed sloots

I cant talk to my family cant even go outside I genuinely have nothing to do so I always just turn to it

 

[ghoulmania]

I cant talk to my family cant even go outside I genuinely have nothing to do so I always just turn to it

is it because of self-sabotage?