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Over the past 2 weeks I've been repeating the same few words in my head "I need more wealth" "I need to be good looking" "I need to pass school" I say these 3 sentences every morning and after I wake up I even say it on my way to school and on my way back.
I look like retard doing it my brain even says it subconsciously while I have other thoughts playing on top of it and when I get exhausted I fabricate a reason as to why I need these things and it fucking hurts legit feels like i'm about to cry I literally have some haunting memories play over and over again in my head. The only way I can make these thoughts disappear is by achieving the things I need.
I look like retard doing it my brain even says it subconsciously while I have other thoughts playing on top of it and when I get exhausted I fabricate a reason as to why I need these things and it fucking hurts legit feels like i'm about to cry I literally have some haunting memories play over and over again in my head. The only way I can make these thoughts disappear is by achieving the things I need.