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I told this chick I am banging now that I am deeply insecure about my physical attractiveness, sex-life, social-life, value and more. That I've been rejected all my life, and more. Haven't had sex in a year, KHHV till 23yo, etc.
She told me as a response that I come across as 'really confident and handsome'. Telling me that I seemed really 'chill' on our first-date, that with my confidence I should be able to get many girls in bed, etc.
Blackpill gets proven again and again when I interact closely/intimately with girls. People don't care about your inner mental state. How confident you are in yourself and what your thoughts are. You don't 'radiate' any of that shit outwards like retarded normies like to think. NTpill = COPEpill. It's all about how confident/NT you 'SEEM'. And that's just having the right looks and not doing anything 'weird', out of the ordinary.
Anyways lifefuel is that I really don't give a shit about her opinion of me, my physical attractiveness or how 'confident' she thinks I am. Her telling me this shit did completely nothing to my inner emotional state.
Life is all about being able to look in the mirror and finding yourself attractive. And going through interactions feeling confident yourself, regardless of what others think of you. 'narcy/overcompensating/asshole/whatever bs attributes they assign to you'.
From now on I will focus on mentalmaxxing, and specifically I want to become a narcissistic person.
It makes 0 sense to have your opinion of yourself influenced at all by the opinions others hold of you. Being blackpilled and knowing that other people's opinion about you are completely wrong and merely based on your physical attractiveness is the root of this idea. Nobody in your life knows the real you, just an image of you, an idea. Their opinion/feeling towards that image of you, is severely disconnected with who you really are and therefore should be disregarded.
TL: DR
Self-love is the only true form of love. Love from other humans is relatively worthless and based on shallow bullshit like your facial bone structure.
She told me as a response that I come across as 'really confident and handsome'. Telling me that I seemed really 'chill' on our first-date, that with my confidence I should be able to get many girls in bed, etc.
Blackpill gets proven again and again when I interact closely/intimately with girls. People don't care about your inner mental state. How confident you are in yourself and what your thoughts are. You don't 'radiate' any of that shit outwards like retarded normies like to think. NTpill = COPEpill. It's all about how confident/NT you 'SEEM'. And that's just having the right looks and not doing anything 'weird', out of the ordinary.
Anyways lifefuel is that I really don't give a shit about her opinion of me, my physical attractiveness or how 'confident' she thinks I am. Her telling me this shit did completely nothing to my inner emotional state.
Life is all about being able to look in the mirror and finding yourself attractive. And going through interactions feeling confident yourself, regardless of what others think of you. 'narcy/overcompensating/asshole/whatever bs attributes they assign to you'.
From now on I will focus on mentalmaxxing, and specifically I want to become a narcissistic person.
It makes 0 sense to have your opinion of yourself influenced at all by the opinions others hold of you. Being blackpilled and knowing that other people's opinion about you are completely wrong and merely based on your physical attractiveness is the root of this idea. Nobody in your life knows the real you, just an image of you, an idea. Their opinion/feeling towards that image of you, is severely disconnected with who you really are and therefore should be disregarded.
TL: DR
Self-love is the only true form of love. Love from other humans is relatively worthless and based on shallow bullshit like your facial bone structure.
